Wednesday, January 07, 2009
1/07/2009 04:13:00 AM

2009. Not a good start of my year.
I duno why i have been so easily tired out.... wonder isit physically or mentally..
i just wan to escape from everything. Maybe sleeping for long shld have help.

What happen to me. I fucking hell keep asking myself. I can just give myself a big cry. Go to bed. and tml will be fine. But why m i so fucking awake here!
i wanted to cry badly. but why i have grown not to cry easily, no matter how my heart is aching now.
Seriously, i know this is not me, and when is the actual old me coming back, or she's not coming back cos as time pass, as i grow older, the new me had overtake the old me.. and turn me to a devil cold cow.




I still need alot of time to know you.
Looking at you going through so many rough times.. i know i have to be there for u.. no matter wat...
I always wonder, am i a jinx to you. y is like all the worse scenorios can keep falling on you ever since i am with u...
But again, i know deeply, i am stupid without much knowledge or finance to help you, but i HAVE to stand by u.
But it seem like i am trying too hard. I tout i had give the 'respond'. but seem like you think its not. I thought that even i had no mood, i can just be on the another side of the phone hearing you out, it could have just be enough. i tout a listening ear shld have been just enough.
Ya, probably its me, who the hell ppl wan to hear a fucking monotone voice when u feel down. ya. who will?
i think i mess it up.. trying too hard.








ps: the more confident you're of yourself, the more stress i am having.

Citation du Jour
To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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