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My Sunday:



At home d whole day. Plan to go JP with my mum. Argh.. but I kinda woke up late so mum went to my Aunt hs to play majong without me~~!!! Argh.. Did nth much. A boring Saturday for me. Kill me.




Finally decided to stay at hm to accompany my mum. My 2 outings.... sobz.. sobz.. No choice.. mum is my priority first..
Tml.. its d day.. our 2 year anniversary. Think not much celebration. He's wrking.. 2 years.. its been longer than wat i expected in the past.. I love u, my dearest GuGu... muacks.


Found out my mum will b on leave for 4 days.. my clazzmates goin to cosy bay for drink.. & promise my fren for ktv-ing.. argh.. how how? I cant possilbly leave my mum alone at hm d whole day.. Argh.. HOW~~!!! I cant decide at a||... darn..
Oh ya.. din tell u guys abt my result. Manage to pass all. The result r just wat i expected, or mayb much better.. haa.. mostly C... Think mostly every1 will b in d same claz again at the next sem.. phew.. feel so great.. my ROX calz.. here we are again in the next sem.. yeah~~!! Planning for class gather & a celebration of some1 bday on either 2nd or 3rd Dec.. hey guys.. every1 free.. lets meet up ok? C'ome every1..



Meet DEAR at Tiong Bahru @ 2pm after his work. Haa.. just went in Tiong Bahru Plaza hardly 1 hr den we proced to another plc. Waste my fare.. but its all worth it..
DEAR called Junyong, Anna, Alan for meet-up. Finally, decided to meet at West Mall. Had my lunch over there. Had lotsa fun chat & laughter with them @ Coffee Bean. Talk abt during our sec sch time. Lotsa memories.. was laughin here & there... Wonder wen we can had a time tt everyone, every our 1999 2B2 claz gangs gather together to haf such chat time... Every1 r busy with their own life now, of coz including me.. but its still feel great coz every1 still concern of each other.. trying to get info abt how each other gettin on... N oh ya.. i think i saw my pri sch frend, Brenda.. but she seem not to recognize me.. so din approach her...


Mr Alan ... ... @ Fish & Co


My dinner-ing partner (Dear & Alan)


Felt much better now, after swallowing all those bitter medicine. Thks for d concern frm every1. Recieved lotsa of "Get well" & "Take care" msgs.. Love u guys. *Huggies*
Started working on my cross stitch today. DEAR been busy this few days with his work. Din really call me much often than in d past. Nite talks also been lesser... he said he was tired. 6 more days.. our 2 yr anniversary. He wil b working too.

My cross-stitich design


I shld b resting on my bed right now. | cant slp thou | ate some medicine. | just keep rolling on d bed & haf to keep waking up to drink water as my throat keep gettin dry tt make me real uncomfortable. Right now, its a torture too.. my head felt so heavy, headache. Cant lie on bed, cant really focus myself to look at my com screen.. argh.. nth for me to do... I hate being s|ck


Sick since yester. Had serious "tap-running" nose and sore throat. Din slp much too. Finally today get to meet DEAR, his off day, finally. Words cant describe how | miss him for those terrible 1 week. Miss him soo much.
Met him at Clementi, he had to activate his atm card passwrd while i deposit some $$ in my a/c. Den went to Tiong bahru, DEAR wanted to go COURTS to c some MP3 player payin by instalment. Hmm.. which, i don like. Had our lunch over there. Surprising strange, | felt much better with DEAR. Den we proceed to Great World City.
Finally bought my cross-stitch. Problems start. I think | had upset DEAR. He was sad or mayb angry tt | din always remember wateva things he told me. | hate myself being like this forgetful. I din forget purposely.. it was like everything in my mind, things just like phoof, gone. I nid remainder. Tts d moment DEAR start to ignore me, while Im getting weaker.. more sick den i felt, throat gettin more dry, leg more jelly, my nose.. everything felt so bad. We din tok wen we go hm. In d bus, we were almost quite like strangers. I felt weaker den ever. Separate with him wen nth patch up btween us, I cant stand. I went to the toilet.. boomm.. tears flow. I hate myself. I was like a total shit wen i was in d mrt.
| guess there's no perfect couple tt exist. We r on rocky side always thou every1 touts we r d lovely couple.. He's hurt, Im hurt... there's no end. Every1 r greedy in some side, don't we? Frends ask me alway, how r u & him? I din really noe how to reply except, "ya, we r ok."
| hate myself. Hate y m i like tis? d way i somehow hurt him. Such simple things i will forget.. | noe i keep gibin excuse as Im like this forgetful.. but to me, dis is truth.. i don wan to lie to u.. i wan to let u noe, i don purposly forget everything abt u.. They say, couple shld b different frm each other in order to haf sparks.. We r real different in everything.. sparks appear.. but yet very tiring. I hate to think & ponder all this things in d middle of nights. I hate it. I hate myself. Sorry DEAR.


Fark my dad. Bastard. Such hurting , insulting words u can say to me. Fark u. Ya, im just a cheap gal.. farking cheap.. Sell me away~!!!




Argh.. I cant find any design tt I like for my cross stitch~~!! Look from d net.. nth tt I like.. sobz... argh.. sickening...


Boring day. Finished my jig-saw, waiting to buy the frame together with DEAR on his off-day. Nth for me to be busy, plan to buy another cross-stitch to do.. still lookin for a design i like.. Im getting more bored playing Maplestory.. everytime i log in, i c my lvl.. hmm.. it seems forever im at tt lvl.. i know im not be consistently playing.. but i think im sick of tt game now.. mayb rest a few days, i will b interested again. I miss you guys so much..
Juan: faster exam finish den u acc me go shopping..~~~!!!!

My Jig-Saw puzzle



Phew, just wake up. slpt real late yester, or shld i say this morning 6am. My jig saw puzzle was abt to finish~~!!!! 95% done. Gonna finish up today..


D party was great.. Enjoy very much ~!!
Today went to Sheels house for Deepavali. Sar was cropped up at her church, so met Jo, bee at JP first. Sheels was so pretty today wif her tradition tailor-made costume. Saw her family, they are great, a bunch of sweet & friendly people. Her relative & frends were all so pretty & handsome. I was so envy of their great feature they haf.. their big eyes, sharp nose.. whooo... i wish i had some parts of them. Her hs was kinda full of multi-racial people all around. There's a guy (if im not wrong is sheels eldest cousin bro), he's married with a spanish lady who is also tt beautiful.. he is tall, had nice features.. i was kinda attracted to him.. haa.. but i still LOVE my DEAR more, yeah, more~~!!!.. haa...
Sheels was busy, she was all around.. haa.. always had a hard time lookin for her..but her mum is wonderful.. beri friendly lady.. keke... get to noe 1 of her friend too.. a pretty & friendly gal too. Anyway, had a wonderful time over there.. Thks Sheels & your family of the great food & everything. Its great.

The food. Sheels xplain some of d dishes they had.


Sheels house. Full of muti-racial people


With Sheel's mum. She is simply great~!


With Sheels fren. Foto blur. too bad.


D lady. Pretty with her traditional clothes..


A glimpse of Sheel & her fren (d gal tt we took foto with)


All of us.. yo yo...


DEAR was at my hs acc me d whole day.. he bought mac burgers & my fav chicken wings frm my fav stall for my lunch.. Yummy. Slack together d whole day. Had a slight nap while DEAR play his game. Den watch some vcd (gong fu zhu qiu).. don understand much.. mayb for ppl who likes football will like ba.. but similar to d chinese movie of shao-lin soccer.
Went to supermarket wif DEAR to buy some food & snack for me to cook wen im at hm. Saw Zulk there, he is still tt cute. Keep wondering he stil rem me thou he rem terence ooli.. lucky in d end he does.. or else i will %$#&* .... haa. Anyway, great to c him after our grad frm sec.. Order piZza for dinner as my bro was at hm too. Had to help them wif their foods... help them pour water, take pizza to their rm for them.. im a slve for my 2 prince today.
My jig saw was almost done, 65% done. DEAR help me was oli 2 pieces.. haa.. he was busy watchin d 9pm drama. Haa..
Hey bday gal, sorry cant make it for d lunch today.. will treat u another day.. Anyway,



Meet DEAR at ard 4pm to go to Bugis. Walk around & had our dinner at Billy Bomber.. the"BOMBER".. haa.. their food r always in such a big share.. DEAR always say eat Billy Bomber will bomb our stomach & as well pockets too.. Keke..
Den after tt, we start to walk aimlessly around. Had fun, keep clinging on DEAR neck.. wan him to piggyback me.. he tried.. haa.. but failed. Wanted to buy a cross-stitch to do again during my holiday. ( DEAR cant always acc me durin my holis, coz he's goin for his attachment. *sad*) But I cant find any design I like, in d end, I bought a 500 piece of jigsaw.. my first time doin jig saw.. keekee.. DEAR say he will help me on it.. Hope I can finish fast b4 this holis end.
My Dearest DEAR, I noe u r worry abt me. Pls haf ya trust on me. Believe me, my heart is always on ya side. Love you always. *Muackie*


t0day finally I sme|| 0f freedom & n0 m0re streSS~~!!!! w0o0o0 ho0o0o.. yeaH~!
Went to RC Sc to look for my beloved ex-collegues.. Christina, Cherence, Eunice, Aunty Wee etc.. they still tt wonderful.. Miss them s0 badly.. Had my fav tom yam wif Ah Jie(Chris) for my lunch. Den she went back to work.. Left alone. so slowly stroll alone from RC to CityLink to Suntec den back to RC. Den sat dwn at RC listening to music & watchin different ppl walking to & fro. That moment, I was.. hmm.. dis is not bad being alone thou sometimes I do feel slightly lonely.. Haa.. but it was great. Anyway.. thks guys for acc me during ya breaks.. Had lotsa fun wif u all.. Thks for all d great food too.. Muackie...
Met Sarah at 4pm CityLink for tea break at Crepes & cream cafe. Had great chats wif her too.. laughing all d way.. haa.. Den proceed to class gathering at Taka BREEKS for dinner. Was late.. sorry guys.. kept u all waiting for us. Sheels & Bee din went for dinner.. was kinda sad..
But all of us had fun there.. food was not bad.. took some pics.. but was extremely blur cos of the bad lighting *sob*.. Anyway.. did ever1 had fun there?? I had. Finally realize, I fall in love for my class.. Every1 was great.. Say me naggy, Im goin to say again: 1B21 Rox ROx~!!!
After dinner, Yan (she was not feeling well), Emily & Kellyn left us first. So we decided to walk to digest all the food.. Looking at the x'mas deco, den realize how time flies so fast, another x'mas coming, anither new year approaching us. Whoosh.. goin to b another year gone.
An zai left us at Doby.G.. den we guys decided to walk to Suntec.. Had lotsa fun & laughter on the way.. KM & Alvin went for drinks at Suntec. Plan to walk to Esplanade but Nee was rushing hm so plan was cancelled (kinda disappointed) but nvm.. we haf chance rite.. haa..
Anyway, to my clazmates:
Simply hope tt every1 r still in d same class next sem.. But for now, ENJOY, Had fun..~!


After finishing my disgusting IP paper.. went to QUEENSTOWN with my ROX class for lunch. Ate pig organ soup wich i always hear frm An Zai tt is is simply delicious. After tasting.. hmm.. ok la, not bad.
Today I finally can learn a skill for my MAPLE character after the help frm KM (Thks~!).. haa.. they keep making fun of me coz i once die 6 times in a row.. haa.. stupid me. Went home ard 2+pm.. It was raining.. great weather.. But the whole day, I was kinda bugged by a sentence say by Jo as we went hm after lunch. We was toking abt our fren L.O.V.E prob.. something she say i don agree at all.
Love is a strange thing. Wasn't it..? Even break off.. wen he/she nids you in some days.. you also won b able to reject rite.. mayb its oli me tt feel like tt.. i just cant simply reject n ignore tt person totally.. hmm... kk.. i think the more i write.. the more confused U & I will b.. haa.. anyway.. thurs is gonna be my last paper..~!! Cheers.. Hooray~! Let's celebrate..!!!

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.

















































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