Wednesday, December 31, 2008
12/31/2008 05:36:00 PM

sad...
feel so useless.. :(

my last day 0f 2008...

Thursday, December 25, 2008
12/25/2008 02:16:00 PM

i dun understand me.

i wan to ...... so badly....

Monday, December 15, 2008
12/15/2008 06:40:00 PM

I am in the office now. Waiting for Mr.Teo to come over. =)

My whole body feel aching and sore. :(
AND i just cant stop eating today.. start eating non stop since morning...

eh.. think Mr.Teo lost his way here. HAHA.
Gotta pack soon.

Well update again. *muack*

Saturday, December 13, 2008
12/13/2008 07:23:00 PM

29th Nov 08.
Gathering with Polymates/Pre-celebration of KF bday @ Scarlet Hotel & Work.

Work 1st.............
den rushed down to meet the poly guys @ Scarlet. :D
Everyone looks great !
Pretty disappointed that i din manage to see some guys attending.. Anzai, Yilong, Jackson&gf...
cos forgot to inform them.. Ha.
But anyway, I FINALLY manage to see my gang!! KF, Dage and of cos Beebee!! So happy~~ la la la...
But tt night wasn't really comfortable cos of my term perm hair. Don feel comfortable with it.

They don have any after-dinner programme, so in the end, I went Mr.Teo's house. =)

BIG Thanks! to KF for the wonderful treat. Food is secondary, but to see u guys doing great... feel so happy!



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6th Dec 08
Mr.Teo's friend solemnization.
Meetup with Mr.Teo @ Hougang Mall 1st and waited for his frend to fetch us.
Witnessing other ppl starting their new chapter of life is always sooooo heartwarming.
*smile*


After that we took bus to CCK Lot 1 !!
GOsh! Changed so much. Beyond recognition. :(
Regret moving out of CCK. There's so much stuff there!!!
Did not walked much there cos most of the shops are closing le.
Bought some snack, MOS milk tea.. and took bus home.

PS: I really don't know how to tell you that... thanks for always been there for me even sometimes how hard i had hurt you and push u away. Your advice, your opinion, your thoughtfulness... thank you... Mr Teo.

Friday, December 12, 2008
12/12/2008 03:33:00 PM

I know all my posts are abit out-dated. All these had been saved as draft cos i had no time to seriously edit them for posting.
I am trying hard to catch up the time too before 2008 end. :)

22th Nov 2008.
Nothing special. Haa.
Went down to Mr.Teo's event and had lunch with him.
Finally saw his Bosses..... collegs and NiNa and ND Chua... keke...
V.cute ppls.



Went back home to change my shoe and wear my lenses.
Got the chance to take fotos with Mama before she leave to attend a wedding dinner. My gorgeous mama.


And back to Suntec to meet up with Aud for her "food tasting" sch project @..... *drum roll*
Xin Wang again. -__-"
Haaa...
Waited for Mr.Teo after his work.



Thursday, December 11, 2008
12/11/2008 10:07:00 PM

15th Nov 2008
Another collection.
With Aud. Our 1st bond.
The initial plan was to touch up my Unicorn too. But due to the little time left cos of the busy schedule of Sue, I proceed to do my new tattoo first.
Both will be touch up in a month time. Hopefully before xmas or CNY.

Went to look for Mr.Teo @ Suntec Convention. He's having 10 day event over there.
Had dinner with Aud @ Xin Wang and she being sweet enough to acc me to wait for Mr.Teo to finish his work.
*Muack* to Aud !

I am still not satisfy with my new tattoo. Find it abit too thin compare with Aud. Will have to ask Sue to do something when she touch up this and my UNicorn. I desperately need my Unicorn to be TOUCH UP !!!
Appointment!!!






Sunday, December 07, 2008
12/07/2008 12:18:00 AM

马淑贤 !! 你到底要的是什么!!

我可以不去想了吗。。 我不要伤任何人。。 特别是你。 


我好怕,好怕我又说错话,做错事。。
你给我的每份爱的点点滴滴。。我真的感觉得到。。 


是你吗。。。。。。。。。。。

我还想真的每次都在伤害你。。。 

Saturday, December 06, 2008
12/06/2008 04:12:00 PM

These is really getting into me.
现在的我,是真的准备好了吗。。。 

当爱一结束,你发现原来你一直以来都真的根本不了解他。。好恐怖。


今天的你,问了我。。
让我突然醒了。。 
其实我还没真的放下。
对着你,我还是会想着以前。
我真被吓倒了。。

如果我是真的放下,我不会在意他对你朋友说了什么。。
如果我是真的放下,我不会时不时的说起我和他的过去。。
如果我是真的放下,我就能大大方方的接受你对我的爱和疼。。
如果我是真的放下,我就不会这样了。。

你说你恨自己问了我。。
请不要。。因为你有你的权力和理由知道。
他说了什么,你听了什么,外面传了什么。。你问了我什么。。
我也回了你。。所以不怕什么。 
我不知道,原来我的在意会让你觉得怪怪的。。
而你为什么会觉得怪怪的,我也不知道。。。。。。。

我常说我们真的太快了。。
也常问自己,我真的准备好了吗。。 
我是真的对你不公平。。 超级不公平。。
好几次真好想放手,让你有更多的机会。。 但最后还是被你来了回来。。。

这几个星期,我真的好累,这种累和压力我也真的快受不了。。 
原来真的好难让两边都开心。。
让一边快乐,就是让另一边失望。。 
当我觉得这是应该可以的,但现在最后还是做错了。。。

她又对我失望了。。
天啊!
我真的累了。。。 不想再去想了。。!

 

Citation du Jour
To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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