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im ~ really slacking on my blog update.
i just hope i will be able to blog more after i started my work.

finally received the letter from 1 of the govt job i had apply.
really excited of sending my application in soon.
frankly, for the stable pay and regular bonus i can get,
i forsake the thought of the job scope
kinda, i think..?...
not really forsaking the job scope, its just another office work i think.
so office job here and there is still the same bore system, maybe.. or im wrong ?

well, anyway, i think im accepting the job from jo.
and blur me mix up the interview..
thought its today, woke up extreme early..
but luckily i check the email 1st. its tomorrow.
phew ~ sweat.
i just hope i can learn more from there..
throwing aside of the LONG distance i had to travel to work.
but glad that i had jo too.. she had a LONG journey to travel too.
Ha. its great to know u have a company with u.
meeting her tomorrow b4 interview so she can bring me there.
9am. gosh.

Last week, met up with KF, Nini and Dage for buffet
Had our fun and laughter.
The days being together as a group.
Gonna miss it deeply.
Will have an another outing soon.
Gonna grab Sheels, Bee and Jo out too.
Met up with Ni again, a trip back to SP
clear my fines and visited our fav juice aunty from FC3
still the best avocado juice i had
and the Ban Mian uncle from FC3 too.
yup. i miss them badly...
glad they still rem us... we the crazy fellow.
Ha.

Watched the TMNT last Sat too.
Bought the midnight ticket early morning.
Ha. Kaisu huh.
And we got our fav couple seating.
Those cute 4 turtles brought back my childhood memories.
gosh.... i still rem their theme song.
And i used to have them as toys.. to fight with my cousin.
heex.

Anyway, i wont be celebrating my bday this yr.
Bday to me is getting to be a redundant event.
So there's no need to buy me any present..
but im free on that day thou. :)
BF couldnt make it to be with me due to some reasons.

Having a gathering with my sec guys this sat
yup, you're right.
Ma La Steamboat again.
Our fav.
its cute huh.
for my poly, we normally go for Sushi buffet.
for my sec, its the steamboat the top choice.
And ya, we will have a great fun this Sat.

Meeting Aud tomorrow too.
For lunch.

Meeting NiNi on Thursday too.
For threading.

For now.. gonna do my stuff.

Ciao !



Have been staying at home lately
pushing away 2 interviews already...
i couldn't believe it...
mum even more picky than the job i want...
probably will take Jo's frend job
unless my govt job had approve me !!
straight away, off i go ~

and ever since the news of the DBSS, building a flat near my house...
mum had been nagging me to apply it...
i think she's over-excited. * frown *
but the location is great... i have to admit that...
BF and I had some talk abt it too..
doing up some plans for the future...
so today i seriously went to check some information...
probably BF and I will have a serious talk abt it tonight..
if everything goes well..
we'll will be applying for it.
* cross my fingers *

Finally able to watch "Just follow Law" movie
extremely shocked by the way Fann acted.
the 'na beh' out from her mouth
really make me laugh hard.
obviously another great local movie out from Jack Neo again.
* thumb up *

Recently went to Clark Quay for a haircut with my mum
and i had my hair washed by a cutie guy !
haa haa.
as i say b4, i will b freaking uncomfortable with stranger male ppl touching my hair..
and yeah... i was really freak out when i saw him coming toward me and washed my hair...
but he's cute ~
he tried to start a small chat..
but i think i ruined it.. :( haaa..
den i tried so hard to concentrate on my psp..
and kept losing the game... felt soo freaking uncomfortable
but think its alright when it come to be a cutie guy... * wink *

will have a outing tml with nini, dage and KF
just wanted to have a gathering with them b4 i start my work and b4 my dear KF goes hairless.
after starting my work
we will soon have an outing again, this time with the others
Bee, Sheels, Jo and Sarah
tt will be a perfect 1

cant wait to see them tml !
muack !

cia0 !




If u can choose a present for urself....

Gucci/Chanel/ Branded brand Bag

or

Beloved ones self-made personalized bag

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I choose the latter.

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For me, at least the latter is the one & only in the WORLD.
NO-ONE has the same design as mine as its a personalized one...
Most importantly there's the sincerity and hearts placed in it.

But to say not wanting the branded bag is fake.
Who don love branded stuff...
i love too !


BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT

For me, branded stuff can be own by urself thru ur own money.

But for self-made personalized stuff with hearts and blessing in it, is you cant buy with money.

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So what do you think ?
Which 1 will u choose ?

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the real self will revealed so easy
by a small request u make or wish for.

Hey dad...
How are you going on over there? Great? Fun? I hope you are living the type of life u always wanted.
Just feel like updating u more on my life, your family here.
Im stepping to another phrase of my life now. Proudly graduate from my Poly life. I hope u're proud of me as u know i don excel in studies. Looking for jobs now. Im going to earn my money soon. Bro is doing well in his Sales job, had a gf which me and mum don really like. I think u wont like it too. Ha. Anyway, Bro still continuing with his part time studies... aren't he's ur proud son. And well, he does really resemble you alot, character wise. And mum.. she's working really hard as she always been. Slightly older than b4... but still that gorgeous.
And ya, we moved. Can u find us here? Moved away from the only place that i can sense ur presence, ur memory. I stuff my reluctants deep into my heart and tried to move on to my life. Here u are, always in my mind, my heart.. i can feel u.
Its still hard to think of u with only full of regret fill up whole of my heart. Er gu ma always say she dream of u so often. And here im, waiting for u to appear in mine.. but u just din appear. Are you angry with me? I just wish i can see u in my dream... im trying so hard to be brave, to be strong in front of my love ones whenever i think of u, trying not to break down in front of them... dad, its really a tough tough job to handle.. i just wish i can see u in my dream n gib u a hug with sorry and to tell u how much i miss u.
Im trying to live my life without any regrets which i had on you. Its been 2yrs 3mth u left me.. left us.

I just want you to know, u always live in my heart. Always. Forever.




阿爸


Angel seldom appear.. they appear only when fairy tales becomes real.

Hey guys !
Finally i B.L.O.G !!
ya ya.. blame my internet connection please .
sucks .. !

CNY over..
and i ought to be looking for jobs right now..
and thanks Jo for recommending a job.
will have a interview this coming Sat.
nerve wreaking !!

**Bee starting her job today! G0od luck darling ! **

went to Dage house on 1 of d CNY day.
pretty fun over there.
and finally saw my 'godma' :: haa ::
and now, anxiously waiting for Dage to ask her what she think of me...
i seriously think that she will say " abit siao gal lor"
cos i think i screw up on that day
:(


Anyway, watched 2 midnite shows lately.
Epic movie * sucks to the core. i mean it. suck *
300 * nice movie *

I think im goin to end this post.
The internet connection is driving me crazy.
it took me 2 hrs for this such a short entry !
i think im gona get a laptop soon...
of cos, when i got the $$ :: wink ::

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.

















































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