Tuesday, August 31, 2004
tchers day eve 8/31/2004 11:27:00 AM

yoz, now at sch le leh.. so sian, claz start at oli 1pm. Just went back to sec sch wif my guys frendz.. sch change quite alot leh, miz all those dayz.. we went back to our old classrm, all memories came flashin back.. OMG! like 1 bunch of crazy ppl outside d classrm shoutin.. gee.. update tonite.. gona do sum of my work le.. ciao


Monday, August 30, 2004
busy 8/30/2004 07:45:00 PM

just reach hm. 2day claz went quite smoothly, except for d WSOP lab test, sucks man, i almost all quest duno, even it's open book test wor.. look left for jo look right for zhiyong, wah, they do so fast, cant even bio their ans. haiz.. comfirm fail liao.
met dear after sch, went to west mall 2 jalan jalan, miss him so much, din hold his hand for almost 3 days le ba. dear have to rush hm ard 7pm coz his rpg game got wat event.. haiz.. wen i was on my way hm at MRT, encounter an old lady in train tat keep scolding every1 in train.. she was pointin, cursin n shoutin somemore it was d crowded time period, every1 hu squuze in at d same cabin muz have regretted, like me.. i was so afraid tat she will hum tam ppl.. lol.. lucky din happen, heng my stop is oli 2 stop stop away.. duno wat excatly happen to tat old lady, poor lady, duno wat cause her to b like this...
OMG.. i still got lotsa stuff din finish, goin to pack my rm entirely.. lotsa soft toys, 3 big big bags.. almost all of it is frm frendz. duno to throw or keep, too much le wor.. *headache* tml goin back to sec sch, gona c all my frends, cant wait!! Gee. Anyway, my kor bought my PC le.. he bought a LCD monitor n all in black series color.. love it.. but my connection to internet haven done yet coz we still considering to upgrade to starhub or singtel.. so haf to wait till tis wkend for my bro to settle.. now stil haf to stuck wif my bro com first to blogg. Have to stop now, gona go supermarket buy some yogurt to eat.. lately my stomache was damn full.. simply eat too much le.. gana go.. ciao

Friday, August 27, 2004
8/27/2004 09:00:00 PM

Just finish eatin my dinner n assemble finish my computer table.. phew, sweat man, long time no do d&t tings le wor.. Basically 2day claz end early. IDEA claz was cancelled. YEAH@! Claz end at 12pm, went 4 lunch wif sheels n bee at FC4, ate tom yam ban mian.. their soup was quite sour.. but overall, quite nice la. Went 2book lab 2 study maths.. We have d whole lab all by oursleves.. gee. study till 3pm, den we went to jp to help sheels to chose some shirts for her ex bf who is goin to ns soon. Finally got d chance to drop by jp puremilk shop cos other outlet don haf e skirt size i wanted so hope jp haf it, but in d end no leh.. sobz.. i like tat skirt..! sobzsobz..
Saw my pri sch fren at jp 77th street bt din greet each other althou we look thru each other eyes.. mayb 2 long no meet pai seh la.. lol. 2day get to confirm wif my frenz tat we r going back 2 sec sch on tcher days.. gona c them soon.. cant wait!! have to stop now, goin back to my room to pack my table.. I m going to my own PC tomolo!! yeah!!
CHEERS!



Thursday, August 26, 2004
i chose 8/26/2004 10:56:00 PM

went to ikea today.. bought a computer table n a few other stuff, damn.. i l almost wan to buy all e stuff at ikea.. everythings are so nice~! Ate my dinner at ikea cafe, e chicken wings was so yummy, i ate d swedish meatball it was not bad, but my mum chicken briyni is much more yummy den mine..
Poly life suck. i c no future for me. i don noe wat im doin for.. Im tired, mentally n phsically.
I always tout of wat shld i chose.. a life wif lotsa future but not d kind u keen for OR a life u keen for bt no future at all? For me mayb, i chose d latter. =)


Our mental attitude is the x factor that determines our fate.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004
this blogg ar.. 8/24/2004 10:08:00 PM

this blogg keep gibin me prob.. argh.. don like my layout. but lazy to edit. Basically, for history for 24-08-2004 will b these:
As usual, went for meaningless class. Nothing much special happen today.. not much to share, don wish to repeat my whole shedule again. Dear went to play pool, din join him, feel like goin out walk walk myself. Plan to alight at Westmall to walk ard bt drop d idea change to lot1. Bought some hair product at watson. Watson is one of my fav plc to shop ard.. Went to NTUC too.. tempted to buy sum snacks.. but me savin money, control myself. Mum called, she was reachin cck so waited for her, while waiting, bought tutu kueh makan.. haiz.. hate myself for not controlling. In d end bought bubble tea n mua chee.. damn.. piggy me. mum bought 3 chicken wings n two big fishball, 1 for me to munch munch others for our dinner.. haa.. thats part of my food history 2day ba. lol. Bad news for me.. saw my MST timetable 2day. SUCKS. ITS COMING SOON!!!! argh.. my MMDT assigment haven start yet, my internet prg assig too!! damn.. my time is runnnin low.. buck up gal!! i need sweets.. chewy sweets for me in class to munch.. any1 noe ani chewy sweets which is sugar free?? i don wana have diabetic, but i need sweet to munch in claz or i will b dead. im able munchin 1 or 2 box of mentos daily..!! Freakin! HELP ME!! i don wanna die!

Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray



Monday, August 23, 2004
Zombies.... 8/23/2004 09:16:00 PM

i felt like zombie, tchers ring d bell in class n slowly zombie walk aimlessly to claz..! aimlessly go, aimlessly out.. senseless.. for attendance, is all i heard.. bullshit.. blah blah blah. had WSOP quiz 2day, take up total 10%. i din touch anytin. WSOP sound d most idiotic module 4 me, i jus cant understand anitin, words seem like arabic 2me.. perhaps osama noes even more den me.
went 2dear hs after sch.. me keep complainin everythin 2him.. he says i keep talkin non stop.. even stop me halfway wen we r goin 2mit my mum 4 dinner jus 2let me walk in front of him so i cant haf e chance 2nag.. lol.. naughty boy. food calms me dwn.. ate my fav fishball noodle frm my fav stall, yummy~! e food was hot, ate till my cheeks redden n mouth swollen, dear n mum had a laugh out of it.. bad ones. went 2lot 1 wif mum, was walkin ard n mum stop at jewel shop.. i wonder y gals lxk diamond?? i simply don noe hw 2 appreciate tem. wats nice abt tem?? i tink simple ones w/o diamonds wil b nice 2. Went 2buy stuff n abt to go hm wen i saw a new shop sellin yogurt.. seem yummy n bought 1, cant believe it, 1 small little cup wif a slice of peach n tiny weeny swirl of yogrt cost me $2.30!! Vampire!! Mum n i went 2 bought e taiwan ice snow 2eat n mum chose 1 lucky pick n we had anoter free bowl..yeah~! mum bought 2 chicken wings 4me 2go hm makan cos i stil abit hungry despite my stomach is poppin out obviously.. lol. good food 2temptin 2resist, gee.
ok guys, haf 2 wash up nw n watch sum shows.. ciao! *huggies*


... ... 8/23/2004 02:09:00 AM

my life sucks 2 d bottom. my blog is givin me probs. Argh~, think i won amend d blog yet, it keeps givin me prob tat irritates me..
life been usual.. promise to go my grandma hs tis sun bt d idea drop out coz i just haf no mood. Sorri pO pO!! mizz u! i wanted 2get a PC for my own a very long time.. i cant use it on wkend wen he's back cos his gf wil b in d rm.. me cant even revise my quiz.. manage 2 get mum 2sponser me part of it, d rest i borrow frm her n wil return to her wen i start work.. but.. hiax.. if i start 2work, i 98% cant concentrate on my sch.. damn.. sld i or sld not?? oh ya, i met eve on d sun afternn.. we chatted alot.. mis our gd old days 2gether. suddenly occurred me tat i miz my sec frends.. its quite differ situation nw frm my poly n sec. we were so crazy n happening durin our sec, every1 was close n gals n guys mix so well, bt now my claz.. mayb i cant get use 2 d new ones or i jus cant get quite click wif them.. mayb time will show.. but 2my sis gang out there, i mizz all of ya~~ ya, all of u~~!! *muckieZ*

Friday, August 20, 2004
la la la la 8/20/2004 11:10:00 PM

my day just pass like this: went for WSOP, claz lxk sh*t.. don even understand anitin except keep hearin XP blahx2.. went off halfway 2 makan, jo was wif me, so went 2 FC3, ate e waffletown breakfast special (waffle, sauage, egg, ham, maple syrup n butter).. oli $1.80 yummy~!! Saw my dear tere 2.. gee.. miz him. 2day gt IDEA.. did nth.. waste my time, bt lucky gt frens 2play wif.. After claz, went to FC3 again to accompany jo eat lunch.. we ate hor fun.. i tout was jo hu is more hungry den me bt in d end i was d 1 tat ate d fastest n d cleanest.. damn.. was i a pig?? went hm after tat.. sian.. sian sian.. ARGH~~~~~~~~ tml have to help my mum wif d house chores le wor.. den my grandma wanted me to go her hs on sundae.. duno for wat.. haix.. i think i really haf no mood to blog more now.. Wish u all have a nice crazy wkend!!

*my hp cable lost liao leh.. wana buy.. but expensive ant.. me goi broke le.. (sobz)*






Don't wait for people to be friendly, show them how.

Ghost Day 5 Part 1 8/20/2004 07:09:00 AM

Sorry guys, din blogg yester.. no mood.. will update tonite. c ya.


I love you not for whom you are, but who I am when I’m by your side.


Thursday, August 19, 2004
Shagged 8/19/2004 01:36:00 AM

Shagged.Finally finish my internet proposal. HUNGRY!!!




they cannot make anyone love them. all they can do is let themselves be loved

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Ghost Fest daE 3 8/18/2004 10:56:00 PM

Finally get 2do my heena frm sheels.. i like e design.. thks Sheels! 2bad i cant post any new foto i took cos my hp cable disappear!!
Jo brought video cam 4 our CD proj bt no BATT!! haa..bobian, skip e internet prog den Jo n i went off ard n took a cab 2 Bukit Merah (her workplc) 2 take another video cam, Taxi fare=$5.20. took cab frm tere 2 NP take a digital cam frm my fren, taxi fare =$6.70. Poor liao. Den took bus 74 back 2 SP bt haa, took d wrong side..Reach d another side n cant believe that we miss 2 buses!! Suay.
CIP start. Went 2 farrer Park, took sheels colleg car 2 SINDA. Nitemare begin, i was attach 2 a lady called mary, we gals went 2do sum data entry of sum indian kids exam marks frm various pri sch, their name damn long.. i was so suay tat after data entry, i was call 2 packed their cupboard.. wah lao, so dusty n messy *faint* hurt my finger 2, den mary ask me stop halfway 2do other tings,idiot, i packed nicely n help them sort out she ask me all throw inside!! Damn! Meaningless CIP. Plan to do 5hrs, all buay tahan cut 2 2hrs.. went off at 5pm, was dead tire n HUNGRY!! FOOD FOOD!! Lincoln, Zhiyong n bee went hm. left me, jo, sheels n jeremy. Jo bf came 2 pick us up 2go Chinatown makan. YEAH, FOOD~~ finally...
Saw how Jo treat her bf, very violent leh, she keep hittin him, poor guy, haa. I tink i cant b lxk Jo.. can't. went 2 la mian stall.. order a chicken chop la mian n side dishes, xiao long bao n fried tofu, yummy. Jeremy say there's a snake nearby, decided 2go check it out.. saw a guy call yusof blahx2, blowing trumpet at snake.. we went 2 touch it, my 1st time touchin a snake, felt lxk leather.. d snake shiny leh.. d guy very knowledgable, told us alot of tings..interesting, bt halfway, i shagged, 2tire liao.. bt jeremy n sheels was so engrossed!! Cant imagine we stood there for at least a hr!! he told sheels tat he was once a convict for ten yrs.. n he's famous for Yusof, d snake man. (?.?) he havin a show on sat,7.30pm, wil b displaying more snakes, quite interested leh.. c can gt ka ki ant 1st. gee. jo bought me a pig hp accessories..cute..thks jo! jo bf drop us at outram mrt, jeremy took other side of train so sheels n me go hm 2gether.. reach hm oli 9 plus.. but damn tire leh!! i stil haven finish up my proposal!! argh.. go do nw le.. ciao
!

Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Ghost Festive Day 2 8/17/2004 11:19:00 PM

everyone thought i have a family happy relationship no ones= really knows

Nth much happen 2day. As usual late CD claz but ya finally get confirm wat to do for CIP, starts tml, sumthing related to admin things, don really noe wat it is abt, working wif my grp sheels, bee, jo n guys lxk jeremy, lincoln n zhiyong hope haf fun tml!! Class end 5pm, went to dear hs, watch bball olympic 1 of dear fav sports, its China vs New Zealand.. their skill not gd leh.. saw Yao Ming d international bball player.. waah kao, he damn tall lo but d match nt exciting at all leh..sain. Left dear hs ard 8.30pm. Din have dinner wif dear so ta pao hm makan. Wah lao, i haven start do my internet prog proposal draft let bee c tml.. shit man. summore got wat ECCT quiz test, sian, no mood to study, mayb ti kam ans tml anyway tml is MCQ quest. But even more piss off is that my CHARMED show is startin new season at 8.30pm tml leh.. waited for so long for their new season, cant catch it *sobz* tml gonna be a busy day



to learn that it is not good to compare ourselves to others.


truth 8/17/2004 08:56:00 AM

Just came here to blogg my thoughts early in d mornin!!


Guess everything comes with a reason...but what's the point of driving it out of someone if it's something you don't want to hear in the first place? "I want the truth" ---so easy to say but so difficult to accept.




Monday, August 16, 2004
Ghost festival day 1 8/16/2004 08:27:00 PM

Sian.. e moment i start to write my post, my parents start to quarell again.. Shit man, cant even put them together at hm.. surely wil shout here n there. Hate tis. 4nth me kana push in 4 tis stupid argument.. jus coz of a cheque n had 2 admit sumeting i nver done just to let my dad to relax.. damn stupid. Y just they cant tok well.. Fuc*ing hs whenever my dad at hm. Im always d 1 stuck at d middle, kor gave up so oli left me to face all their arguments.. yet cant b biased althou i love my mum alot.. so tired. Always have to look happy outside but no1 really noes my real family backgrd.. sometimes really want to give up just like wat my kor had done.. but i just cant bear to do tat, cos i noe mum need me.


Enuff of my family matter, well, today at sch, quite fun at d maths n wsop claz, din do much at wsop.. just kept talking n playin wif com.. had my presentation at ECCT.. quite nervous leh, but heng, classmates n my grp gave support for me ar.. thks guys!! (bt wonder they understand ant. haa) anyway, met dear after sch to eat.. went to tiong bahru for steamboat, gd food, yummy! we went hm separate way ard 7pm.. miz hiim nw alr..


enjoying 1 of his fav food...


I would rather start a family than finish one.

Friday, August 13, 2004
Friday the 13 8/13/2004 08:25:00 PM

"Nothing Is Permanent except change" saw this quote at one of my frend clothes some days ago, wanted to post it but just kept forgetting. Dunno y i really like this quote.. sound very true to me, so wanna to share this quote.



Did anyone realize 2day is Friday the 13?? Lucky not much happening to me. Just another boring day pass by me. Skip d stupid IDEA class.. my whole grp din attend. Went to T12 wif sheels n bee to book lab. Kinda haf some discussion with my partner, bee, for d internet prog project.. we have alot of ideas for d project.. but gradually d more ideas we think of.. i realize that it get more complicated cos think is far more easier den doing it.. rite?? was in d lab for ard 2hr plus ba.. my backside n back ache so much.. argh.. There was a grp of guys in d lab approach us to do some survey regarding isit gd to have the SMS alert device for ya vehicles when something happen to ya car.. althou it has no meaning for me cos i no cars but i think d idea not bad leh.. wat u think? Din meet dear 2day, cos he wanted me to go his hs after his class at 5pm which i dont really wanted cos nothin much to do at his hs. So went hm ard 4.30pm. Sheels wil b at Orchard tower to do sum heena tml, i hope i can go to do on my hand.. hope i can find someone to accompany me oso, 2bad dear working tml. Sian. Miss u dear.




Trouble is part of your life - if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough.




Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Does Cats Eat Bones? ? 8/11/2004 10:38:00 PM

Late for clz again. Damn, just cant wake up. Been 2 days i forget to gib dear mornin calls.. It just not me. Duno y im like this lately. Din go for pract clz, feel like not goin for e 1 hr internet prog claz start at 12pm. But promise dear i will go, so, bobian.

Met bee n gang at FC5 after their ECCT pract. Ate KFC. Yummy, pipping hot chicken.. perk me up a little. (Got food mah!!) There was this cat at FC5 was walking round us, joleen n bee scare of cats de keep lookin out for that cat.. cant eat in peace. But funny part was when e cat actually jump next to d seat of Sheela.. interesting. Sheels fed it wif chicken bone, din expect it wil eat til no trace of bone left.. cats eat bones meh?? Anyway, sheels gave a cheese fries too, wah lao, d cat don wan wor.. really noe how to pick food man.. lol. Sheels whisper to d cat to go to another table next to us which just started their meals.. haa. Funny sia. I was laughin all d way. Feel much better. But had headache e moment my internet prog claz start. Sickening.

Stay back after sch for jo to teach me ecct pract that i miss out this mornon. thks gal! Bought curry chicken before i went back hm.. Home sweet home man.. c d bed, wah.. buay tahan.. wanna slp.. but, damn.. 2 things appear in my mind.. Quiz test on ECCT next wk n d internet prog assigment to finsh.. argh.. ahh.. Damn. Spoilt my mood.


learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness

Monday, August 09, 2004
1 People 1 Nation 1 Singapore 8/09/2004 01:23:00 PM

Din haf d chance to catch d firework. Sad.

Happy Birthday Singapore



Saturday, August 07, 2004
Pig 8/07/2004 02:22:00 AM

Stay at home today.. just don feel like going out. Too lazy, slacked at home. Dear was out to work. Ate alot of great food cook by my mum.. of cos!!! Just love to eat. Oh ya.. stuff myself with alot of fruits as well, went to supermarket to buy peaches n some berries.. sweet~!!! Ate alot of it. Bought a tube of WALLS ice-cream too.. it's a 2 in 1 type so i bought d choc n cookie n cream ice-cream.. gee, double happiness!! Kinda eat d whole day. ME = PIG.Just didn't touch any of my sch work yet. Nah.. sch sucks. MIss u so much dear.

Happy 19th Birthday Junyong! !


Don`t cry because it came to an end. Smile because it happend cos u will never know what u had learn from it.

Friday, August 06, 2004
Life 8/06/2004 03:57:00 PM

"They lived as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived" i always wonder y m i at this world.. this part of d world. Wondering what exactly GOD wanted me to do.. for so long, im still trying to figure out. Damn. Sch is really a hell for me. For just oli a year w/o goin 2sch.. i haf alr kinda develop sum phobia of sch. Luckily dear is at d same sch accompany me whenever i need him cos just being n holding his hands, my heart just felt PEACE.
i din went to pick up my shirt 2day. Mayb will leave til mon or tues. Class end at 3.00pm. D last class was IDEA. Really a stupid module to study.. but luckily gt alvin chong, my classmate to joke ard n brighten my mood at claz or else i il b lxk dead fish, thks man. I stay back to finsh up my internet prog things n met dear. Hurt my leg when i close d lab door. Argh. Went off at ard 4.50pm. Tire. Went to commonwealth to met my mum to eat. Dear went off after i met my mum. Ate Fishball noodle + 5 grilled chicken wings + 8 satays + 2 sugarcane wif lemon.. nicex2~! Walked frm commonwealth to buona vista with my mum.. lucky was nt sunny cos it is ard evenin time. Love to haf this type of moment wif mum. Love her.



People get bored of childhood, and rush to grow up but wish to b children again.

Thursday, August 05, 2004
Bore + bOre + yEah 8/05/2004 03:49:00 PM

woke up early 2day.. althou class oli starts @ 12pm. Lately always been lxk tis wake up early than i need 2, cause me 2 feel more sleepy wenever i reach sch.. argh.. sickening.. bt den even i wake up early.. i still late 4 sch.. haa.. duno why.. mayb gals really like to dilly dally ba... mit bee @ dover.. 1st ting kana scold by her, again.. haix... 1st thing to hear is scolding n nagging!! class went on as usual.. BORE!! .. haf half an hr break so we went to FC3 2 makan... always FC3.. bt canot blame la.. me 2lazy 2walk far.. bobian. Saw dear at FC3.. he recommend me eat d Indian rice nasi briyni.. my 1st time eat indian rice leh.. order a curry chicken and egg.. tout d food wil b spicy cos e gravy red red de.. haa.. but luckily nt.. finish up d whole plate.. nice~..
continue wif another class n will end at 4.30pm.. maths and internet programming lecture claz.. omg.. feel lxk skippin.. bt joleen n bee threaten me again.. e internet pro lect was bore.. thou im interested in that bt lecture r always borin.. almost 3/4 of the claz is slpin.. felt so sori for tcher.. duno she feel.. met dear after sch to go to buy a skirt i wan.. puremilk skirt... went 2bugis.. bt d color don haf my size le.. oli black color wich i don lxk.. make my butt seem more smaller.. haix.. feel lxk spendin $$.. had a fight wif dear at bugis.. sorry dear gave ya a attitude 2day.. muackie. after tat we went 2tiong bahru 2haf a steamboat dinner.. wonderful~.. especially wif dear bside me.. gee.. finally my wish to spend $$ come true.. manage to get a skirt n shirt.. but d shirt is d last piece bt stain so they order a new 1 for me.. gona take frm them tml..! yeah..


No person deserves your tears, and who deserves them won`t make you cry.

Citation du Jour
To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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