Saturday, July 30, 2005
7/30/2005 11:44:00 AM

I have been a slave today serving a bunch of aunties at my hs.. in the end, my reward is the "Golden-pillow" chicken & fish curry.. -.-''

Da-ge bday today... Actually we brought u to the Fortune Fountain bcoz we had dedicate a message on it.. but it seem damn long waiting for it to appear.. haha.. so d end we went off 1st.. but nvm.. i replace it in here.. in my beloved blog.. haha.. just imagine the atmosphere, the beautiful fountain...

To: ZhiYong. Happy Birthday ! ! ! All the Best to u and hope u do enjoy ur day with ur ahem~ special some1..
Touched hor.. thou cant c at there, i replace here at my beloved blog leh, sommore also like the fountain 1.. can move de leh.. haha. Anyway, thks for the "Subway" too.. "Sister" 4eva...!!

Friday, July 29, 2005
7/29/2005 12:12:00 AM

I know u will b readin this.. I dunno what to say. shocked to know it today. As i say before, we are always a friend now. Dont ever do that or say that again.. to me... you once promise me b4.. u break it now.. cause a stir in my mind.. Pls, do keep ur promise to me.. keep it hard.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005
7/26/2005 10:12:00 PM

tt's strange.. saw a person commented tt we bloggers are simply strange to let others c our "dairy".. dude.. watever.. every1 have have their way of thinking.. tt's ya way of thinking.. u think it strange.. let it be.. don't let me find out u r readin this.. if u r.. get lost.. cos i think u r strange too..

dude..
dude...

Monday, July 25, 2005
7/25/2005 11:20:00 PM

i think im gettin skinner.. damn.. just hate the sight of my shoulder... i wan meat.. how to fatten my shoulder.. ? ? ? ? urgh.. i think the problem is back to my irregular meals again.. darn it...

7/25/2005 01:16:00 AM

Was clearing up my foto album in my pc.. i saw this.. our famous pig family among our frenz.. the proud owner of these: Beez. Almost every1 have to suffered the fate of smellin her damn dirty n smelly pig which she claimed it smells great.. yuckz..

Notice the 1 at the right. d most dirty n yuckiest pig tt all of us have to suffered frm the attack to smell "it".. even our lecturers can b attacked too..


The biggest mother pig. Beez's pencil box


We are sooo traumatized by those action beez done to us. sobz.. save us...

7/25/2005 12:39:00 AM

the formulas n theory are killing me fast..

*pikachu*

Saturday, July 23, 2005
7/23/2005 11:23:00 PM

the fuss at xiaxue blog on the SPG (Sarong Party Girl). I think its alright for SPG to exposed herself naked in her bloog.. since blog another meaning is online dairy.. the difference is tt blog is open for public to view.. so since its her blog, she wanna exposed wateva thing in her, its her problem.. she doesnt mind.. why do other people mind so much.. so u just don feel comfortable, just move ya mouse up to the top right cross and CLICK... just like some ppl who are anti-xiaxue. Since u so anti her, just don read her blog.. y u hate her so much and yet taking ya time to read her blog and keep yanking how bitchy she is...
Human are just so strange...

Friday, July 22, 2005
7/22/2005 10:10:00 PM

Freaking week.. past year papers fillin up my files.. piles of notes to be copy.. obviously this scenerio happen is only when the devil exam period again. Its only exam period, my pen ink is finishing up fast.. haaaz..
Not much happening goin round me lately.. just kinda miss my dearie..
it's gonna be a week since we meet each other... darn.
kinda miss u..
yup, miss u.. u know tt..
urgh...
saw xiaxue blog been hacked.. Hackers.. cant imagine mine hacked.. but anyway, doubt any1 interested in hacking mine thou.. dreaming..
Finally bought my hams's food.. broke.. they are eating better den me.. they are getting more vitamins & nutrition den me.. extremely broke.. all they haf to do was to be there acting cute to me.. they get get their stuff.. bt me, damn.. saving like mad just to get these 2 act cute hams food.. urgh.. next time, i will try actin act to them.. mayb, i will gt my stuff too.. wahahaha..
siao ar..
but anyway, those 2 hams.. u're still my darling.. muackzz...
Just realise my bro had bought his bike for a period of time.. n till nw, my butt haven been on it.. urgh.. bt my mum been gettin free rides frm him.. im gona drill him for tt.. i dounch care.. i must have my butt on tt bike even its a ride to the nearest lot 1.. hahaa.. yup, my goal, to have my butt seated on tt bike... duh..
senseless goal..
crazy me..
Back to my notes again..
Ciao...

Hey i think i smell durians.. wats the heck.. where's tt smell coming frm..

Tuesday, July 19, 2005
7/19/2005 11:49:00 PM

Sometimes its hard to differientiate feelings. Feelings of all kind. Feelings are so special yet so diffcult to catch it and understand them well.
Both party had mistaken each other. Outsider cant do much.. Bt for this time, im gonna standby with u if u really need me. Don say disgusting, trust me. Pls don cope urself up, u nid nt tell me everything, u can share wif others bt do make sure somehow u make urself feel comfortable. Don place ur attention to wrong area.. u knw things take time.. so does FATE take time to reach to u too.. no rush. There's no such nid to compare urself to others cos u will experience it when ya true fate comes.. i believe u will b more fortunate den anyone of us.. believe in this.. Jiayouz....

Saturday, July 16, 2005
7/16/2005 11:47:00 PM

Bitch, farking stop making my family soo unpeaceful.. Bitch.. My dad's sister.. simply a peast.. tt's how u r.. scold my mum when u think u r so great, n now.. starts to beg my mum.. Now the things u r goin thru, is how my family had went thru b4.. realise how toturing it was.. so where's ya farkin proud attitude of yours to my mum went to... My mum hard earn money, she bought me n my bro up.. handling every small and big things in hs, tolling hard in work, working OTs.. darn, this is nt the way just for u to take away my mum hard earn money, bitch..
Get-Lost-in-our-life

Friday, July 15, 2005
7/15/2005 11:44:00 AM

Friday is always bore in sch. Currently in sch slacking.. darn break-times...
So far so gd with my week.. fall sick again yester with cramps.. tryin my very best of best not to eat any pills cos frends told me of the side effect.. So my 1st time nt eating it, i pain till fever came out.. haha.. weak sia.. n then when i have tis craving of 'zi cai' (seaweed), been searchin for high n low this wek, they seemed to have vanish, bt 1 of my frend, he finally bought 1 whole packets for me.. n yester, in 1 go, i ate around 1 dozen packs.. 1 pack, there's 4 slices.. so think how much i ate.. in d end.. vomit is all i get.. haaha.. sickening.. so the rest of the packs are store in my kitchen.. just thinkin when i will b touching them again.. or shld i just bring it to sch to share with my darling frendz.. haaha..
Zy beside me, just asked me, i like this is call update huh.. dude.. of coz la.. this don't look like update.. den how im goin to update my blog~~ it won't auto help me update lo.. we have to 1 word 1 word type it in de, ok.. haha

Ya, i thing im proud of.. yester d whole day at hm, i finish copyin all my DCF notes frm lecture slides.. kinda start to understand what the module are talkin abt.. Im damn PROUD of myself!! haha.. lala.. Just wanna praise myself~~ haha.. i wanna a reward.. will get it frm dearie.. haha.. lalalalala.. CiaoOoOo

Monday, July 11, 2005
7/11/2005 10:09:00 PM

To my frend.. im so upset & regret tt today im not ard with u when u r feeling troubled & upset with al those cryings.. I know u will say no use even im there.. but somehow.. feel guilty about it.. don't feel gd at all.. haiz.. anyway.. dear frend.. don think too much n always standing there envy ppl.. cos u can b there letting others ppl to envy u.. u just don't gib tt opportunity a chance to happen to u.. 1 of ya weakness is always rejecting those words to said to you.. its for ya good.. u can also don't follow up wat we said but u just take in serious thought of what we said cos we just mean gd to u.. not evil.. *wink* Cheers~~~~

7/11/2005 09:35:00 PM

told myself when i sees my upcoming MST timetable, I have to buck up.. be obedient & attend all classes.. but darn.. skip a lect today.. haaha.. things r simply HARD to control..
Went to meet up with dearie to go Marina Square.. newly renovated.. but kinda haf to walk a long way b4 reaching their new entrance.. Not bad thou with a few shops open only.. think they are trying to make something like Cineleisure like tt.. haha.. Saw lotsa resturant.. perfect.. can go there eat liao.. haha.. Nth much just some window shopping aiming alot of things.. and.. dearie bought 2 watches for me n him... pink & brown.. geez..


Saturday, July 09, 2005
7/09/2005 10:10:00 PM

sometimes its hard to swallow tears.. each droplet swallow, sharp pain sting the heart.. only the feelin of pain can b felt, anything more else.. The more u tout that u r strong, but the fact is, weakness is more powerful in u..
I longed for the day i can ur little girl and u as my protective caring big man.. im getting tire in my role nw.. i just want to be ur little girl.. givin sweet calls.. to hear u call to ask me how my day .. how u miss me.. im tire of gettin myself inititive of tellin u to ask me or even i have to said it myself even thou u din care.. bt pretending u care.. sometimes i feel so silly in me.. u say i always talk alot being with u.. but u din talk much.. so i have to talk.. bt it make u feel irritated instead.. it just make me feel im so damn bad gf... .. I REALLY LONGED TO BE UR LITTLE BABY GIRL... my weakness in me just only wish to b reveal u.. waiting for ya hug & kisses.. bt doubt there's a chance for u to realise tt..

Wednesday, July 06, 2005
7/06/2005 10:57:00 PM

Yeah, i know im on the missing list again.. sorry peepz... Im here now~~

Frm Sat.. went to dearie hs to smack his butt to wake up, slack at his hs awhile & out we go to orchard.. kinda have tiff at his hs b4 goin out & i rem i just walk off his flat when he's wearin his shoes after he shouted me right in front of his dad.. just feel there's no nid to let the parents know we r arguing, it just make me feel very uncomfortable.. But as usual we reconcile after sometime of coolin dwn.. Went taka, finally had the chance to sit dwn & talk with Juan.. had her lunch break with us at Cineleisure.. chats~~!! But spoilt my mood when a gal wore a almost same clothes with me, sat at abt 2 tables away.. darn.. So after Juan go back to her work, we proceed to Yuki Yaki, cos we plan to haf dinner there with JY & Anna.. still early, so i took their namecard at their counter.. walk 2 shop away frm YukYaki, i called them.. haha, for reservation.. dearie say i beri funny y not book at their counter just nw.. i also dono y i did tt.. probably im use to call for reservation.. and they wrote my name as Sally instead of Fanny.. ass~~. Saw CW & Wilson both with their black face gfs.. i think dearie shld really start to realise how gd im.. at least wen i c his frends, my face won't b black.. at least a smile hanging on it.. but gosh.. even we r out a few times togther, their gf still damn so black-face.. pathetic.. Anyway, had fun at Yukiyaki.. especailly those times we start to make our own ICE-CREAMsss.. free flow.. damn.. smuackk.. perfect.. tooks fotos.. but haben really upload cos due to my hp is spoilt, dearie d only source for me to take fotos bt.. he haven send it to me.. so wait~~~ Saw my pri mate at HMV (i think so, kinda 4get), Ruoyun~~ slim dwn alot.. so gorgeous..

Fallen sick the moment i reach hm after Sat trip.. sore throat, fever, flu.. Hate to c docs.. even how my mum or any1 nags me.. i 105% always refused to c docs.. duno y.. simply hate it. So i self-medicated myself to well (mayb nt totally well bt feel much better) Bt stil din attend mon sch.. The most un-understandable is mum still bought lots of durians back.. my fav.. cant eat much.. moment i eat.. my fever comes back addition with headaches.. darn.. those farkin hot weather.. im 'heated'~~

Finally had all my tests & quizzes done... 2 quizzes on tues & a test today. Think i did badly for all these.. Genes-- din even know a single quest, wasted my highlighter ink. Math-- surprising i manage to pass bt of cos nt really in gd marks, bt im alrite with it. ESS-- darn.. think i did badly, puase alot of times, man. She just kept on sayin u did great bt i knw its bullshit.. end of it, she told me.. u haf a great voice.. u're just nervous.. damn.. im~~ damn nervous ok~~!!

I knw its too long.. just let me finish this final part of mine..
Went to Jp during our break 2day.. most memorable time was the lunch-ing time.. as i say i will blog it out here. We 'play' this game.. cant really say is a game.. but i realise lots of ppl don't practise this at all.. normally, we will wait for every1 to have their food bought den we will start our meal.. so today kinda special.. b4 we start.. we ask the elder(s) to eat.. like 'ZY chi fun, bee chi fun.. blah blah..' a chinese custom i think, or westrn custom.. watever.. so ZY d eldest-> bee -> me -> nee -> KF.. so KF haf to ask each f us to 'chi fun' . Den realise they all don haf d practise of askin their elders to 'chi fun' b4 startin their meal.. they all kept sayin, we each other shld b honour.. haha... bt im used to it of callin my mum 'mummi chi fun'...~~!!! But anyway.. its a great fun and laughter anyway...

ah.. tt's all.. update fotos when free.. Ciao..

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To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

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Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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