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1stly as usual

*drumm rolll**

I DID BADLY ON MY PAPER TODAY ! ! ! ! !
haiz
sucks anyway


i haf totally n0 m0od f0r tml last paper
just cant work it out well

my mind is just full of tml buffet
quick quick get over this damn test
den i get t0 enjoy with my GUYz
den i get t0 g0 enjoy with b0yfie


listening t0 online lect again
hate sch t0 have those online stuff
b0re !! :( :(

well ...
just stop it n0w
l0ve u guys ! ! ! !



i did badly on today's paper
sad sad sad
expected
:( :( :(



b0yfie had the tickets le
yippis
**h0pping ard**
mum sp0nser my tickets m0ney
b0yfie sp0nser m0st of my entertainment 'fee'
i only just haf t0 f0rk 0ut 0nly a little sum
yiipis :D :D
im d m0st f0rtunate gal n0w
just wish sunday c0me fast



ate superman kfc t0day
steammm ... >:) >:)
but my gum gets w0rse
ka0z..



back t0 my n0tes again
2 m0re t0 g0
whooish ~~~





(( my firef0x just get c0cked up.. im retypin this again !!! :(( ))




3 m0re papers t0 g0
let me pass.. let me pass.. let me pass these...
*cr0ss finger*



hurt my ankle this m0rning
blueblack & a cut
was farking pain l0r
limping t0 bus & sch
much better n0w
:) :) :) :)


my genting trip is cfm
tml b0yfie g0na chop passp0rt buy ticket
yippie
this c0ming sunday we will set 0ff
** if n0thin g0es wr0ng**



GUYz cfm d trip after this MST
we r heading t0 Omni Theatre f0r a Internati0nal Buffet
w0o ho0 :D :D :D :D
g0na save save save > :] :]
we 0lways make a trip after our mst or exam
a time we relax & g0 crazy
a g0od traditi0n we haf n maintain since yearOne
(^-^)v (^-^)v (^-^)v




it seem like al0t 0f ppl celebrating
their bel0ved anni celebrati0n with their l0ve 0nes
1 year.. half a year...
w0oo..
great time ar Emily, Kellyn & Yanz *eyebr0w raise*
haaa... =:\ =:\


it just remind me
tml boyfie & I ishz g0ing f0r 0ur 3 yrs 7mths
ahaaaa
sibei l0ng time no seri0usly celeb our anni lia0 w0r..
i envy ppl still can celeb their anni annually if they are dating f0r damn l0ng years
ishz really sweet .. sweet.. sweet..



time t0 start 0n my n0tes
my gums ishz killing me n0w

i think im goin t0 be damn screw up with my 1st paper tml
I JUST CAN'T CONCENTRATE !!!


i hate being in such a farking low morale b4 my papers
i hate it being like this
normally i would just have myself at least 50% prepare
but NOW
i dont think i can make it

IM SOOOO SREW UP !!

oh n0
i miss b0yfie
h0pe he's ard t0 calm me d0wn
my mind just cant work well with anything


& now i haf this farking big dun0-what-shit-thing at my gum
& its hurting me like HELL
i close & open my mouth it just give me this sharp farking pain
& it really piss me off s0o much t0day
hard time toking & CHEWING !!
isit my an0ther 'wisd0m' teeth gr0win 0ut again ??
fark it if 'its' u !!! find this shit time t0 gr0w.. g0 to hell la !

wat the heck is happening t0 me ! ! ? ?

& wat.. i just swall0w 2 orange seeds d0wn my thr0at
knn
wat the heck isit !!

the 0nly better thing
"ChubbyMama" bought l0ts l0ts of thai oranges h0me
the green c0l0r 0ranges
really LOVE it



& ya...
farking stress and bad bad toxic in my face hiding in it
pimples farking pops out like free exposure like tt
and wat.. only at my right side of my face
wat the farking problem with it
urgghh
i must g0 f0r facial
sibei l0ng time n0 g0 f0r my facial treatment
m0ney wh0 gib me ...
ka0z sian




g0ing back my n0tes
hope i w0n screw it badly
u will pray f0r me.. wont't u ??



im STRESS

s0o STRESS


it just c0uldn't get int0 my brain

i never feel s0o stress up f0r midsem test b4


fark it



dun0 y
the m0ment i saw this s0ng
i like the lyric s0o much



Specially dedicate this s0ng t0 :

t0 all my bel0ved frends tt i had neglected all these years

ESPECIALLY t0 - JUAN - AUD - WEI - XIAo MAI

with u guys always behind me backing me up
i never feel l0nely
thks u
my beloved darlingz

busy with my really laz min study
Mid sem test is comin in 3 daes m0re
n damnit
i din even get myself a at least 50% prepare
i just c0uldnt f0rce myself t0 c0ncentrate
regardless at sch 0r h0me
! ! ! ! ! ! !



im stressing n0w
very stress
urghhh



g0sh
h0w i wish my trip t0 Genting with b0yfie is just tml
fark th0se tests & exam
! ! ! ! ! !



juz ate my CUP Ba N00DLE
T0m yam~~~
wh0o
steammmmmmmmy ! ! ! !



back t0 my n0tes ~
miss u
smUackzzss ! ! ! !


ps: n ya.. i wanted t0 post up pix.. but ishz no time edit

yipyip
im trying s0 hard t0 c0ncentrate on my studies
but
i drifted t0 here
hurrhurr



was damn freaking tire n0w
went t0 my c0usin wedding yester
g0sh
f0od was l0usy
service was l0usy
no hands0me n pretty waiter & waitress
only 0ld aunties n blur l0okin b0is
freaking eekkz
& my foot hurt like hell !!!
stupid sh0e
will be p0sting pix s0on
mayb t0nite
g0na prepare t0 g0 sch f0r revisi0n

I MUST F0rCE myself t0 g0 sch
I CANT MANAGE T0 SLACK ANIMORE !!
G0D DAMMIT !!



yaya
bf0re i g0
HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY
my bel0ved br0, my 0nly sibling
MARCUS MA DALUN
l0ve u t0 bits & bits
nJ0y ya DAY !!
muacksxz !!

u never thought the words u assume is d sweetest words
will bring me into the darkest w0rld

really sleepy now
b0yfie still slacking at my bed
wake up early
just t0 watch the SuperBand result sh0w tt i had missed
wh0o.. Juz-B are fantatics !!
Love U guys !!



watched d m0vie Beautiful B0xer yester late nite
it was awes0me !!





d0ubt t0day will be able t0 finish up c0pyin my n0tes


g0ing f0r my lunch s0on
got t0 drag b0yfie up fr0m bed.
will bl0g mo0re
:) :) :) :) :)

been 3 days at h0me c0pyin lecture n0tes
its killing me hard.
shitshitshitty



b0yfie c0ming over my hs n0w
he's staying 0ver t0day
:D :D :D :D



was packing s0me cl0thes f0r my granny new maid
haa
i saw my 0ld sch uni
my bel0ved sh0rt skirt
my bel0ved fav PE shirt
la la lala ~~



& then i saw 1 b0ok which Aud had gave me
think ish at d '0' lvl time bah



haa
s0me old f0t0s inside
bee !!
i saw ya skinny f0t0 lia0 !!
its in there t0o !!
wahaaa
nice time reading over it again
th0se were the times
sour, sweet, bitter, spicy
we had it all !!
thks Aud f0r d0in tt f0r me
really a preci0us mem0ries t0 be kept f0reva
:) :) :) :)



c0ming sunday b0yfie & i haf weddin dinner t0 attend
b0th not d same
g0in t0 0ur c0usins' dinner respectively
will see hands0me gr0om & pretty bride s0on !



cia0
b0yfie reach le !!


shagged !!



been av0iding calls lately
c0s im t0tally n0t in d m0od t0 take any calls
s0 darlings ,
im really s0rry t0 wh0ever 0f u call me & i din pick up
d0n w0rry abt me !
& thks f0r the c0ncerned msgs




yaya
went back sch on tues
d0 s0me assig stuff with Jo & BigBr0
meet bee& Kf awhile at their study area
saw bee new reb0nd hair
okay la.. not ugly lar
saw her piggy
1st time feel tt piggy ish s0o cute
hurr
mayb c0s not dirty c0mpare t0 her 0thers piggies



finally able t0 meet b0yfie since the start 0f WC
went t0 Ti0ngBahru laclac
sh0p at NTUC
b0yfie b0ught l0ts 0f fruits n stuff
went back t0 his hs laclac & have dinner
watch the 1st half K0rea match with him
t0ok cabby h0me
uncle chi0ng red light sia
scare me !
i g0t cab sickness okay !
he chi0ng i cant take it even m0re



actualy plan t0 start my study on wed
but farking eye s0re at m0rning
cancel my plan t0 sch
but spend my wh0le time at h0me c0py n0tes
ka0z
wh0le day listen t0 my lect 0nline teaching can really die
>.<



think if nth g0es wr0ng
boyfie & i will have our trip t0 Genting
on the mid-july
will mayb skip 2 days of sch
s0 im really trying hard t0 save $$ n0w
try all my best t0 stay at h0me
d pr0b ish h0pe i can understand my MST stuff
0r else i will haf t0 make trips t0 sch mean i haf t0 spend $$



urghh
im t0o tire t0 c0ntinue my revisi0n anym0re
will ctn tml



& Aud,
u muz be h0nour
this peri0d of time
ur d 0nly pers0n i d0 return call
i did return ya call after Aw t0ld me u called
but u din pick up
so paisei ar

i think alm0st the wh0le w0rld of guys is awake at this m0ment


The most-watched sports events on Earth
just explode at 12am


WORLD CUP !!!



well.. erm
happy shouting
happy booing
happy cursing
happy winning
happy being panda




hmm



happy watching lar


went t0 sch t0 d0 s0me stuff
finally its d0ne with the help fr0m
darling "g0dbr0" Dage
& darling NiNi
thks !!
as usual
laughter filled my day



had lunch at Clementi
with Dage
walked ard
miss my sec days
s0o many mem0ries
s0o many w0nderful f0ods
i miss it s0o much !!
>.< :"(

den had KFC f0r dinner at Clementi again
with NiNi & Dage
dun0 1 day walk how mani times there
anyway
it was fun
delici0us steamy drumstick & thigh meat t0o !!



saw br0 when taking bus h0me
haaa
den saw a cutie baby
i saw tt cutie al0t of times at my bl0ck lia0
always t0uch the chubby face
ka0z.
damnit
cute lar
the m0st mem0rable is this cutie 0nce wear a du dou
& this cutie is s0o chubby
0mg
cute lar !!




time really pass fast
my sec life end
here c0me my w0rking life
den end
den here c0me my p0ly life
& wat !!!
its g0in to end s0on t0o !!
time is scary
i c0uldnt all0w myself t0 think m0re
hey my GUYS
i l0ve u all to my heart
thks f0r everything
Let's CHERISH bahh ~~
wahaaaaa



i have been slacking on my bl0gging
im s0o s0rry
its either boyfie c0ming 0ver my hs f0r stay0ver
or i just keep feeling weak all 0ver my b0dy
i just dun0 why



guess wat ??
im eating my dinner 0nly at this time !!
damn unhealthy h0r
haiz ... ...



well, i had 3 mosqit0es bites yester when havin dinner with b0yfie
& then farking thing is that
i get weak all over this m0rning
shitty
i scare is some stupid dengue fever leh !!
but i still refuse t0 see d0c
I HATE D0C !!
luckily n0t much seri0us case
felt much better n0w



f0rget which dae
with b0yfie, juanie, junge & joseph
t0 eat the steamy shi0k MA LA HUO GUO buffet
@ s0mepart 0f Bugis
it was awes0me !!
i mean the s0up base
within 5min i taste the s0up
ph00ww
my face turn red



the MA LA s0up is damn 0ily
& damn L0ts L0ts of chilli in it ~ !!
d an0ther s0up base is awes0me !!
f0rget wats tt lia0
but it is damn g0od t0 relieve d spicy things in me !!



check 0ut Junge face !!
wakakaaaa
:D




den Junge drive us h0me
i l0ve the feelin in a car with my friends
dun0 why
hurrhurr
i w0nder y i w0nt get carsick at ride with friends
but will get carsick al0ne at cab
idi0t
friends d0 make s0me different !!



i wan $$$$

wanted t0 bl0g
but was badly affected by the weather t0nite
it's s0 farking H0t !!!
urghh..

im feelin dizzy n0w
dammn



im specially here f0r Kellyn gal
im s0rry
i really wan t0 b part 0f ya surprise f0r ya 21st bday
but s0mething held up last min
which cause me unable t0 reach there
BUT
i really h0pe u d0 haf ya fun & everything
BE always tt bright star shinning lady !!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY !!!



g0sh.
im damn tipsy n0w.
back t0 rest

wh0o h0o..
boyfie is behind me rite now
wahaaa
1st time bl0gging with him l0okin at it
so paisei



aniwae
yester went t0 haf Fish & C0 with boyfie
was great
damn full
d staff there make a mistake on 0ur Seaf0od Platter f0r TWO
they serve us 2 portion of Seaf0od Platter f0r ONE ~~ !!
its even m0re portion l0r
but its was great la



had my terrible cramps last nite
din even slp well
im bad
i tried hard not to
but im totally defeated
i ate 2 pills which is not beri str0ng
& another 1 str0nger pill after 4 hrs
& t0day
i ate an0ther 1 pill
im bad
i now feel s0o farking guilty



finally went t0 trim my hair t0day
she just t0ok 0nly 10 min to trim it
idi0t !!
and t0 the length i hated m0st
Ba~kay~ro~ !!
my curls r 0most g0ne
saving $$ f0r my reb0nding s0on
but n0w GSS leh
tell me h0w t0 save !!
knn..
let me strike t0t0 lar !!



replenish my masks t0day at SaSa
wh0o h0o !! :)
did my mask t0day after l0ng intense weeks
shi0k sia



i had my 1st taste 0f the indian r0jak t0day
b0yfie b0ught it
NICE ~~
never expect it t0 be tt nice



b0yfie fallen aslp behind me
think bl0gger stuff really cant interest him at all



tml will be a busy day.
trust me.
to many matters t0 attend t0.

struggle t0 wake up at 6am
well actually im d0ne preparing
but hey
im still at h0me
wahahaaaaaaa



no m0od la
b0h m0od t0 g0 class
im beri stress
stress with my final lab test t0day
just went thru it
fark
forget all abt it lia0
HOW !!!!
stress lar !!
hard t0 get help fr0m frends f0r this lab
CCB ! HOW !!
-.-"



AGAIN some1 is c0ming over my hs t0 take f0t0s
mom say to evaluate the price of our hs AGAIN




& yay, my learnaholic webpage manage t0 load
1st time hear my lect voice i s0o excited
but only manage to l0ad for 1 slide
now still l0ading
w0nder is still l0ading or just hang ....
bl0ody hell sucker !!
wat f0r d0 a 0nline teaching
where u cant gurantee all 0f us able t0 load it at h0me
i tried loading it f0r s0o many days lia0 w0r
i know i owe u al0t of quizzes & tut0 und0ne
but c0s is ur bl0ody hell webpage i cant l0ad !!




im the earliest t0 wake up
but the last 0ne t0 leave my hs
n0w i all al0ne at hm t0 fight myself to figure 0ut the hell sucker lab
:(

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