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I realise.. or mayb finally accept the fact tt we changed..
Our honey-moon period have leave us long time ago.
2 years 6 mths ago.. we r so deeply in love with each other..
2 years 6 mths now.. we r still deeply in love but.. there's a third party in between us.. it's name called HURT...

Cried thousand time, hurt million time, pain zillion time.. mayb if there's 1 day i let it go.. the fault won't b u.. the reason is im not gd enuff to b a gf... ...

Well, bascially came here just to wish my goodie classmate a Happy BIrthDay ! ! yanZ, hope u enjoy ya day with ya love ones and with ya gang.. Always be cheerful.. cos u r such a wonderful gal to me..

Anyway i have to say a thing tt happen this few week.. after my work, i either drop by lot 1 to buy for my dinner or to wait for my mum.. n those irritating survey ppl.. damn irritating.. keep pestering ppl.. for 1st time is alrite.. everytime is IRRITATING & UNFORGIVING ! ! Its just so unrelated to me.. some r doin something for like prudential survey n talks abt their bank watever.. the moment u ask for my age is obvious im not the target u all looking for but u also keep blahing all ya things..hey ppl.. u wasting ya time n mine too! ! it's totally unrelated to me ok.. others are worse.. rejected u twice.. u better shut ya mouth up and find ya next target.. don keep pesterin ! ! In d end resulted me to walk a long way to go lot 1.. so idiotic.. Cant those company trained their ppl to b more professional..

Peeps.. u can contact me back with either no.. Just bought a second-hand Panasonic x70 fone for the time being. After I have real enuff $$ I'll go for my fav samsung hp ! ! No choice, cant really live without a really workable hp with me. So guys, call or smsee on my 987***** or 9761**** nos.. both are callable now!! Haha..

Ciao.. Gona wake up n work in a few hrs time..

Finally had my off-day. It's been a long time since sec sch tt I have to wake up at 5am plus just to prepare n to squeeze the full packed train, stand for a long distance n only able to get my seat only after the station Raffles Place. After able to sit down and I'll den start to doze off but in the meantime keep wakin up just in case i miss my stop and late for my work.. The only pleasing moment is tt when i reach my station.. my dearie face greeted me.. But as well, there's pros-cons wrkin with dearie.. we tend to argue.. but surprisingly, we are able to cool it dwn real fast.. so it can be consider a small matter after all cos tt's the reason i once reject wrkin with him, so it does surprise me how we are able to cope with this situation better than how i thought.

Finally had a time to be seated to in front of my com readin my classmates and frendz blog.. whoo.. my classmates seem like havin lotsa fun for their holis.. damn envy them no nid to work, able to enjoy their holis.. and 1 thing.. so much money~~ to go out k k k k k... darn.. im so cash-strapped.. *~ENVY~*

Taken durin work squating down under my cashier post. Haa.


Guyz.. my nokia hp is not with me animore and my samsung hp is spoilt with no sound at all therefore i cant ans ani1 of ya calls except smsee.. so i'll be currently using my 9873**** no. instead of 9761****.. so guys pls smsee instead of callin me.. i'll try my best to return ya calls asap.. thks..

Blog b4 | go out for my work.

Passed all my modules~~ Extremely cant believe that Im able to pass my GEM module.. only attended tt class for less than 4 times and their exam onli 2 times.. haha.. incredible huh... whoo.. tt teacher not bad.. far more better than tt farkin Au S.H.. lucky | pass tt farkin module.. wanna prove to him tt without his farkin help, I still have my wonderful frendz to help me on.. he is not tt great afterall !! (well perhaps to me only)

Oh ya, I have to say 1 thing.. EAST side environment really don suit me at all.. since the Day1 i start workin there.. my complexion r gettin worse.. idiot~~ the air there not fresh la~~ urgh~

Don miss sch at all but miZ my gang so mucH.. seem every1 busy with our work. nvm.. ladyz.. u r all in my heart..
N as well my sistaz.. 1 havin exam, few busy with datin too~ haha.. nvm also.. just wanna tell u galz tt : Darn.. I miss u all ~~ ! !

Ciao.. Proceed to work.

Recently saw a bunch of boys wearing pink colour polo tee dancing para para at arcade.. personally feel.. yucks..

Haven really have my salary to my hand but those $ r alr book ! ! cant believe it ! ! Money to buy a new Hp after my dearly samsung had spoil n my bro taking back the nokia hp frm me.. $ to do something to my hair.. lookin dull n in texture.. $ to buy new clothes.. $ for my mum.. Shit man.. its alr exceedin far far frm wat im goin to earn.. damn..

Watch the movie ""Diverence"" i think so.. haha.. starring Ekin, Arron Kwok blah blah.. the movie simply sooo..... BAD. The story plot. stupid.. no meaning.. nth at all.. u just walk out with cursing the show for wasting ya precious time n $$ cos the price r goin UP again ! ! Darn..

Its real expensive to be alive in this world..

28th April - Went with Dear & collegs' to SPC D&D celebration. Their D&D theme: Retro. Went there unprepare with any Retro design cos last min know it was Retro theme. Anyway, turn out to have kinda lotsa fun. High. Went in the rm, big banner with words of "Rolling Good Time"... the expected usual part was the KTV time cos mostly the elders ppl singing those sleepy songs. Dear won a prize, OSIM Eye Masssager..

29ht April - Anna Bday.. Happy Belated wishing here to you. Its been a long time since we met.. hopefully u r doin great & all the best to u ! !

Will be attending Sarah 21st Bday on 1st May.. woo~ HAPPY BDAY TO HER TOO!!!
Will be starting my work 2nd May.. Back to the petrol station as cashier, with my dearie..
5th May, results will be out by then.. Gd luck guys.. Seriously, I don have any high hope to advance up with my darlin galz.. Pray hard.

Take care guys.

The End...

Ps: Any1 can help me on uploading songs to blog..? Thks.

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.

















































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