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You guys won't know HOW much i want my new hs to be ready by NOW !
Im sick of getting soo boring at nites, with nth to do, nth to watch, nth to play & nth to eat !
Im sick of my uncle being soo naggy than my mum ! *nag nag nag~*

I decided to get myself with lotsa thriller bks to read.
But everytime i rem i still owe the damn lib a sum of 7bucks...
i become lazy cos they only accept the damn cash card payment which i still haf to go top it up 1st.. duh!

So..... is there any kind soul here.. ( no worry, im not askin u to pay for me. But u want, i don mind. Really.) IS THERE ANY NICE INTERESTING BKS TO LEND ME ??? ANY BKS WHICH U THINK IS NICE WILL DO BUT THRILLER WOULD BE THE BEST. THANKS !

Last wk was pretty busy
The interview of our fyp
2 bday gals on last Sat..

Anyway,
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to SHEELA
- the deco of ur hs is really very nice
- i hope u do enjoy yourself babe.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to FANG
- REALLY sorry tt i last min cant attend ur bday cos of the cramps i had tt cause me to feel really unwell
- it seemed like u really enjoy urself too on tt day...
- May u have all the happiness and a great Prince Charming for u !

and not forgetting 1 of my classmate

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ALVIN
- i guess u sure of a great day with ur beloved Mrs Dummy too... *wink*

Wat a birthday week har....
:: haahaa ::

Yesterday night.. BF on the another side of the phone..
I tears.
Badly. Trying my best to hide it from mum, slping beside me.

I miss BF so much
Yearn for his comfort, his eyes on me, his hugs.. so badly tt i hated being alone at this 'home'
I just want to go back to the times when he hug me to slp.. covering me with blanket when i fall aslp beside him watching him playing games..
I hated every moment here.. this 'home'

I miss Dad
I really miss him.
Its so different here.
I cant find even a slight memory of him here
when mum looking for Dad's death cert for some paper work
When the moment i saw dad's death cert...
i fought hard not to tears with mum ard.
went to toilet.. coming out with red eyes...
Will he know we are moving?
Will he know the way here?
Will he know tt his daughter misses him badly?
I really want to know how u r doing over there.
I really want to let u know how i feel now.
I really you to be happy now.
I really want to u to know that u lives in my heart forever..
never will be erased or forgotten.
I love u, dad.

Hi !
im back..

Im at the extreme border of goin crazy without a nice gd slp for me.
I wonder why elders ppl wake up so early for what.. and have the strength to talk so loudly in the morning.
haiz... :((

The haze is bad.
Making my throat real dry whenever im out of the hs.
Bottle of water now never leave my hand.
Everyone, do drink more water...
Keep yourself healthy.

Sch is fine.
With our FYP having some gd progress now..
But, it just sucks when u only nid to attend a 1hr class for a day
Anyway, this sem lecturers i had are great. Funny and relax.

Did i mention i went to VivoCity with GuyZ some days back
View is gd.. shopping is gd.
But im waiting for the full completion. :D

Met up with Aud yester evening
Heard a bad news.
I hope Aunty u're doin fine.. Take care of yourself. Be cheerful so u can fight strongly, never be defeated.
And Aud, be there for her no matter what. :))

I want to find a part time job.
But mostly its require to work on wkend.. which is no-no cos wkend is meant for BF.
:((

Anyway, BF is coming out for a week
He's only goin back on next wk Sat.
yippz yip..

And and... its a Brother* rojak craze week..
all thks to Nini..
:: heehe ::

Have to end now.
Goin back to sch for FYp...


*Brother Rojak - the famous rojak situated at Clementi.

Good Morning ~

Everything is fine...
Except my serious black eye circles

School is okay too
Except my FYP which i think we're still very slack on it..

On Wed
had BOTAK JONES for fcuking heavy lunch
with GUYz & Yanz grp
food is so-so
except the fcuking enormous hotdog bacon & cheese...
& forget wat chicken breast meat set.. taste alright for me
Attended our FYP briefing after it
i had a great time..
of cos not abt the briefing
but chats with the gals
game with NiNi... :: roll eyes ::
:: tongue wagging ::

Had plan to meet-up with Aud on Wed too.. but failed..
Got a surprised from a Z b4 i reached hm....
"thks for the delicious ta bao rojak
thks for the reaassurance of not giving me any stress..
thks .."

Anyway..
im still thinking whether to go to Expo later on with Nini, KF, Dagae
I wonder i can get out...
Granny know i had no school today..
shldnt have tell her soo early yester...

( i stop this paragraph for 15min cos my granny called for me.. & im back here to just to type a sentence -- below )

BF is coming back today ~!!

finally.. :D
im able to rest and use the PC peacefully now...

just read thru all my fav blogs...
::satisfied::

aniwae...
its been a week since my stay at granny's hs
its been a week of waking up as early as 6am no matter wat.. no matter which day..
its been a week of having to rush and attend to my granny whenever she called out my name..
(i had to pull up my ears to hear her shouting for my name)
its been a few day since the new maid arrival...
she had the same english name as my mum.. ::haaaa::
so i had to rush hm after sch to help her get used to the environment and of cos.. help her translate with my granny...
its CANTO vs BROKEN ENGLISH vs CHINESE
duh =.="
i really wish my new hs is ready NOW~~

watched Jacky Chan new movie on Sat with BF
the baby is really adorable but the whole story plot is nth but boh liao...
BF sent me home twice on fri & Sat cos he simply hate the environment here..
while he cabbed hm after sending me right to my doorstep..
:))

school is fine.......................... .for the time being...
our grp is really slack on our FYP..
::haaaha::

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thks AUd for ur msg
don't worry..
everyone had been really busy with their own life now...
neglection will happen...
but no matter wat..
i believe tt everyone of us.. our heart & mind will never forget each other...


i think i haf to end here soon..
my granny is awake now..
off i go...
*muacks*



today is my beloved mum bday
no class today so im able to acc her
but i had no chance n time to buy her a proper bday cake n treats for her

went back to the old hs for a final pack up
den went to katong sc to settle for my granny new maid stuff
den off to parkway sc to search for my granny medicine
& den back home to unpack the stuff

poor mummy..
i think probably its our 1st time we had not celebrate her bday..
gosh~
i think she's really tired from these moving hs stuff
I LOVE U, mummy.....
u're always my superwoman, wonderwoman.......

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i don feel gd at all living at here
cos there's even more restriction there
my granny don allow me to wear ani skirts, shorts, too revealing shirts~~~~
frankly, i hate it...
guess i have to secretly wear it..
i cant possible everyday wear jeans.....
dammit..
i beri sad leh :((


ps: gona see BF soon.... :D

hey guys
im at my granny hs liao~~
using my bro pc..
luckily able to connect to internet
:: hee ::

im feeling real dizzy these 2 days

trying to settle down...
still have much more to unpack

bye!

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.

















































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