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Saturday, December 31, 2005
12/31/2005 12:24:00 AM sick for 2 dayz with terrible running nose. tried all my best to concentrate studyin my MST b4 my NewYear countdwn.. i predict after newyear.. i hardly have the strength to concentrate anymore.. cos.. i will need sleep more than anything. Well, firstly.. i know i miss out 1 of my classmate bday.. been busy.. paisei.. well, just wished him in msn.. thou its quite a belated wishing.. but better den don have wor.. Happy Belated Bday, gonna spend my NewYear countdwn with my beloved bunch of darlingz.. our 1999 2B2 gathering held at 1 of the hs.. gonna have great foodz and games provided.. cant wait.. its gona be Audrey bday celebration too.. 31st Dec.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLIE... well, think i'll end it with.... LET'S PAR~~TY ~~ c'mon !! Enjoy and have fun. Happy New Year tooo.. Wednesday, December 28, 2005
12/28/2005 07:35:00 PM Today not my Day. Sorry GUYZ.. i have to say.. im freakin unhappy about today. PLease talk about responsibilities... grp study is not only I wanted.. time is not I set it myself.. so why this happen?? Once again it happen AGAIn.. duh. ANd for this again, I have to repeat myself once more : LAONIANG NOT PLANNING ALL THE MEETING TIME AND DOIN ALL THE INFORMING ANYMORE. SO PLS, FOR GOODNESS SAKE.. U GUYZ PLAN IT AND TELL ME. IF NOT, THEN WELL, LETS JUST STUDY AT HM. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- For this portion... i dedicated to Aud... Thks for the xmas card. As i said to u in the sms.. your words move me to tears again. I shld have know to read your cards & letters.. better be not at the public. I did not know actually you hated him to the core. The 'core' word you used just seemed too surprise to me... thou i din really know why u hated him so much... but partly i guess.. somehow i felt i knew part of the reason. For me, our friendship.. it actually never reach to a fullstop before, sorry for the times of neglection.. those was the time i had quite a hard time balancing everything. My love, my friends and my life. I once lost myself to the happiness of love and neglected my friendz. But my care and concern for every1 stays the same.. never will us.. every1 of us, our friendship will stop at a fullstop.. Of coz, I still cares... For your information, our friendship did not turn sour at all... it just turn slightly tasteless... we will just have to add in back the sweetness in it.. *wink* I always feel sweet in my heart to know that u all are always there for me.. THANKS you for letting me konw tt im not alone all the time... For your discovered at JunGe bday at Zouk.... I really hope i do have the difference that you mention, im tryin real hard now too.. the surface of things are always soo beautiful isn't it... All i know, i had the support from you guys.. friends forever. xiann...
12/28/2005 01:02:00 AM Actually im dead tired.. my eyes almost closing.. but still gei kiang want to blog.. so guys.. enjoyed ya xmas boh ??? my xmas not sibei exciting.. bt can say fun bah.. there's pixs haben uploaded yet cos its at JY there.. bt his com kana attacked.. soo... pix nt with laoniang.. not actually alot of pix taken.. but there's 1 pix i like it alot.. will share with u guys when uploaded.. My xmas day was spent at Holland.V.. with the usual gang.. addition CW frend & YiFatt.. there's 3 couples and 3 bachelors... haha.. went there.. almost every pubs is full.. so just looked for a place for some drinks.. hmm.. think is HArry pub watever de la.. CW's frend.. a superb drinker.. and ya.. we bought log cake along.. hahaha.. had quite alot of fun there.. den proceed to CW hs nearby playground for some card gambling.. and.. cos.. CW bought along Chivas.. had some Chivas & coke.. din really drink much.. so there they are gamble and drink till ard 7.30am.. Dearie & JY, the bankers, won lotsa $.. Alvin & Alan.. big loser.. gosh~~ ard 100 buckz each.. Zhiwei & gf.. luckily last min their biggest card gamble amt -- $47.. heng ar they manage to recoup some of their loses.. or else also ard 150buckz of lost.. well, anyway.. then proceed to have our breakfast.. and then ard 10am.. back hm.. collapse.. BUT.. i had fun.... yeah !! budden... superb overspent.. haiz... Went back for sch for grp studying.. its time for serious study cos idiotic MST is just next week.. fark it. Anyway.. as usual.. not really serious studyin too.. foolin ard, luffin hard.. is part of our grp study.. And yeah.. most impt.. we had our post xmas present xchange... Jo, Ni, Dage, FunZi & Mine in there..  bee actually bought 1.. she bought pig.. which was very expected thing.. BUT.. due to she really LOVE pig so much and cant bear to gib it.. therefore she decided to back-out.. we won't force her.. cos all these meant for fun and thoughts that count...So bee.. don worry.. no1 blame u or watever kk... We had lotsa fun drawin lots.. haha.. aniwaie.. here's wat each 1 get in the end...     
It gona be a my poorest dayz of my life.. xmas really drained out every bit of me.. and then.. there's new yr countdwn at my frend hs cum housewarming and also Aud bday celebration~~!!! gosh.. how m i gona survive thru it..
oh yaya.. a surprise person attacked my friendster.. my ex-boss... Mr Eddy.. not bad huh.. doin great.. haha.. their whole family are such wonderful ppl... sometimes.. its great to see people u had not see for a long time.. especially they are fine and doin great somewhere.. its soo wonderful.. i miss aunty grace baked rice & apple struder (spell?) i miss uncle beef pie i miss chattin with Sabrina i miss yankin away with Stef.. i miss talkin with Maureen damn... those times.. memorable.. Friday, December 23, 2005
12/23/2005 11:31:00 PM I watched the high-rated movie KingKong recently... not bad actually.. i cried.. not for the beauty.. bt for the KINGKONG. Dearie & I went for the movie at MarinaSquare. We had the couple seat of coz.. den came 1 couple beside us... the show started.. and den we realise that there's another show going on beside us too.. there's this gal.. whoo.. when the show start.. she get damn farkin horny.. kept touching all over the guy.. mind u guys, not tt im interested of it.. it is SIMPLY just damn farkin irritated of it.. touched ard nvm la.. don make those farkin idiot sound out n distract laoninag watch my movie mah~~!!! u touch touch nvm.. farkin idiot gal.. seem like almost goin on the top of the guy.. kiss all the way.. fark u lar.. u come movie make love isit.. next time choose corner seats can ant.. buay tahan.. Im totally broke.. offically broke.. utterly broke... NO MONEY.. shit.. life without money totally suckz I used up last note of my 10buckz n went to buy xmas present for our GUYZ xmas xhange... who wanna gib me cash for xmas present huh...?? My e-learning week totally suckz too.. the sch server was damn laggin.. n every quizzes and watever farkin things are so crammped up.. a damn bo liao e-learning week SP can think of.. brainless sch. We still have no planz of wat to do on this xmas eve.. 1st time so no planning.. thou no money.. but laoniaing must still go out.. !!! Merry xmas to u guyz 1st.... i hate sms-ing on the strike of 12am to wish every merry xmas cos it always get jammed up.. so might as well don waste money.. Meerry Xmas~~!! Monday, December 19, 2005
12/19/2005 03:03:00 AM urghh.. this pix will be a temp on top to replace the old 1.. don think its nice.. haaha but im tire... just temp... nitey Sunday, December 18, 2005
12/18/2005 10:30:00 PM back peepz.. been missing for omost 13 days since my last post. Well, don worry for me guyz, both of us r alright by nw.. i will not say much abt tt here.. or else it will be a damn damn long post with wordys.. it gonna be a a post with pix of Dearie bday on Dec 10th.. haha.. the pix were in my pc for omost a week.. din have much time to edit them cos they are simply too dark for me to post it.. so laoniang spend my whole afternn today to edit it.. tadaa~~ finally.. it done~~ let's recap back to 9th Dec & 10th Dec... Start time : 9th Dec, 10pm A great celebration for Dearie, glad that every1 had enjoyed themselves to d fullest.. 2 ladeez drunk.. 1 guy consider drunk.. ahemm... which is my dearie.. bt the guys managed to wake him up again.. The gang whom celebrated with him.. Some din manage to take foto are Fang, Bee, Audrey, KL.  Taken by 1 of our frendz... lub this shot..  1 of my beloved 'sis' gang --> Wei..   My another beloved darling 'sis' --> Juan  3 of us.... i miss those days we go crazy together..  My ex, Poon...haha.. surprise that we're still in contact.. & he also my Dearie kha ki too~~  I have alot of gentleman frendz... 1 of them is him~!! Alan ..  To end the day.. the Bday boy & of cos.. his dearest baby.. ME~~  Well well, once again just like to thk every1 of u tt make my Dearie so happy and the occasion so joyous and fun.. Don't even think it end like tt for me.. laoninag even had to take care my beloved Dearie after the celebration and the superb early breakfast till 10am, i slept for, think ard 3 hrs while Dearie was slpin all the way while im takin care of him.. hurhur... went hm..rest and den went out to mit my Dearie to town to treat him makan... ahh.. think the pix speak for itself  hhmm... the another occasion will be directly on the 11th Dec.. Start time : 11th Dec, 7pm Location : Duno wat hotel at Bugis End time : 11th Dec, 10pm Occasion : Cousin Wedding A very simple wedding held by my cousin. I miss the part of being the 'Jie Mei Tuan' (( u know those who played the groom 1st den lettin him to fetch d bride.. )) as im too tire from the previous day... My pretty cousin  My mum with the pretty bride  On my way to the dinner..  Taken with mum in the cabby.. ((bro in front.. urgh.. cant take with him))  For this time, i had a special some1 with me attending the dinner together... My Dearie  My beloved dearest mum   Cousin, Gina.. don see her lxk this.. she's more x1000 times '38 then me~~'  Cousin, QiQi  Cousin, WeiJun  The bride & Me.. ((she said she is tire of smilin.. so~~ that face came out frm her.. ))  i lxk this pix.. my frend did it for me.. geez..  Tts how i spent my last wkend.. busy with not enuff of slp.. and for the rest of the days.. hmmm, were spent on free access with those bloody lab tests all comin together.. but, anyway, i did my best alr.. For the coming week will be the e-learning wk, no sch.. bt will be still goin to sch for briefing, make-up classes and also our GUYZ grp study and damn.. also to do those bloody suckers assig.. damn.. another busy week again... my GUYZ told me another 2 more week.. our MST coming.. will be a real hectic month.. wish me luckk ... To end it.. ... ... A seal of Kiss  Friday, December 16, 2005
12/16/2005 07:15:00 PM beloved peepz.. sorry for not updating... my blog kinda in a mess now. thinking of changing the skin.. was busy with my stuff and extreme tire with my period setting off now.. anyway.. will update soon.. Xian. Monday, December 05, 2005
12/05/2005 11:29:00 PM I thought i could blog out my happy day. My happy outing day with Dearie. I thought i could happily and proudly blog out your promise to me that make me so happy till i fly to the heaven. But how could i know that 1 moment u gave me a happiest moment den another moment.. u hurt me. HOW COULD U~~~ For this time, it hurt so much.. neber i know i could be hurt so much. From the 1st year together, u knew to hide things frm me.. hide it forever Since u had hide it, why for the sake tt u make me a happiest gal and then suddenly to tell me and hit me so hard tt i could hardly breathe. I appreciate for ya braveness, your honesty for now. U make me feel so silly of myself. But it still hurt so terrible. Alcohol can't be 100% as a excuse, even thou how i wanted it to be my excuse. I just cant think of it when u r out there happy, while im just at hm worryin abt you. You shld know u r not single. You have a gf here, a responsibilty to carry. HOw can it be so unfair to me. U r right, its unfair to me. Damn right. Ya promise to me earlier is the most wonderful promise you had made to me. I was so happy tt im gleeing all the. My heart and mind felt so light tt i almost fly. But why u destroy it. For godness sake, why~~?? They told me at least u r frank with me. I don nid ya frank. I nid you to stop me frm worryin abt you. Droppin tears for u. Make me feel im such a fortunate gf being on your side. Frankness can be hurting~~ I DON'T WANT THIS TYPE OF FRANK~~ I REALLY PREFER YOU TO HIDE IT FRM ME cos i know i won find out cos i don interfer in wat u playin and doin when u club. How i hope u had kept it within yourself. Feel guilty of yourself cos u deserve it. Why make me suffer with u. I always thought im not perfect enuff. I tried my best to be perfect to you. Hurt. Endless hurt. I calmed dwn. Im willing to forgive. But i still feel hurt. But no matter what, friendz told me not to do anything silly and i wont. frendz told me to love you just as i had ever loved you and i will cos i had always loved you. Your bday is coming. I know u waited long for this. I just wan to tell u tt, don because of this, u don allow yourself to enjoy. Pls do enjoy yourself cos i really wanted you to enjoy. Don care of my presence, just enjoy, tt all i wanted. Sunday, December 04, 2005
12/04/2005 03:18:00 PM yummilious~~~ 
12/04/2005 03:16:00 PM OoOoppzz..  Saturday, December 03, 2005
12/03/2005 10:18:00 PM Well, don't intend do to any bloggin today thou im really damn free the whole day.. i just finish playing ahemm.. Spider Solitaire.. till i sianz.. stare at monitor.. den here im... Anyway... ... today its a special day for some1.. Attention Mr Lee Ke Fun aka si gi na~~ Its your special once & only 18th Birthday. You are much more mature den your age which I pretty much like it.. hahaha.. coz u r person who knows how to think. Not like tt chao ah beng and ah seng loiter ard those freakin arcade dancing para para or shouting ard to be a huge attention seeker seekin desperately for the chao ah lian & ah hua to look at them.. Heng ar.. u not tt type.. anyway, back to it.. Happy Birthday~~ Hope you enjoy yourself to the fullest. Stay cool~~~~ Had a mini celebration for our bday boy yester at sch... really hope u like it.. don lke also must like cos its our heart and thoughts tt count okiez~~~! ! ! ! Before he came.. we played with the candles.. we r the powerful JEdi~~   And then.. oopzz.. i broke 1 of the candle into half.. luckily there's extra candles..  the bday cake~~ 18 is an age with lotsa candles.. i had only 2 candles... sobz..  the foodz...  The bday Boy came. Preparing and lighting the candles...   the winds also wanna chap ji ka to celebrate.. but the guys blocked it, to keep the 9 candles shinning brightly for the Bday Boy.  Bday Boy with the cake  Den.. we start to sing the magic song.. Ha~~~ pi~~~ birth~~~ day~~~ to~~~ you~~~ Ha~~~ pi~~~ birth~~~ day~~~ to~~~ you~~~ (( we sang it in a remorseful low and hardly heard voice.. even thou there's 5guys & 5girls... haha.. in FC5~~ gOsh~~ oh my.. i just cant stop myself luffing~~~ )) the ceremony of cutting cake...  and posing, of coz~~~  and i caught that greedy BdayBoy sticking out his tongue greedily~~~  Distributing of cake  I realise the BdayBoy's EAR are soo RED~~  we start eating.. den foto taking time.. While we were enjoying the foodz and chatting.. duno where this 'stranger ah cik' appear nowhere.. stupid passerby..  me & yanz, my xiao mei. A really hardworkin lady~~  xianz & kellyn, the chio bu of our claz  xianz & Emily, a sweet & thoughtful lady  xianz & marcus boy ((sweet boy, i say))  Beez & Bdayboy.. Funzi  xianz & Anzai, joker and lamer of our claz.. he's much more to lamer. duh.  xianz & Yilong.. ((it turn out this is d only piz tt is so dark ! !)) my ex claz rep.. he draw great & nice drawing. super in maths.  xianz & Melvin, the fit guy who is into the dragon boat. Those muscle in his arm.. whoho.. haha  xianz & Alvin, the cute boy with those perrfect dimple~~~~~  not forgetting xianz & BdayBoy Funzi  yup, Dage din appear in my fotoz coz tt idiot refused to take any with me~~~ hmmpz.. i will rem tt.. dude~~ gOsh.. its goin to be 12am soon. think i just publish it 1st.. hahha |
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To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.
Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March.
I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special
cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven. mes amis
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