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Finally finish up the report. Finsh CRS test. More lab tests coming up to deal with. Bless us.
Had my lunch at fc4, darn... smell like fc4 after the meal.. haa.. Met 1 of my pri sch frend, Jason. Well actually not really is meet. He sits behinfd me at fc4. But all the way, I din noe he was there, till he msg me when he is gone.. hurr hurr.. strange huh.. Either he change alot til I cant recognize him or my blurness had once appear again.
Dear finally waited for his Ipod to arrive. But he suay, got a pink color Ipod... haa.. but not bad la. Not really very pinkish, its more to the purple side.. I wan 1 Ipod too~~~ argh.. who wan to gib me?? haa.. joking la...
Been thinking abt my GEM attendance. Since the sem start till now, I have been attending it only TWICE.. argh.. think wont be able to reach the 75% attendance. Den shld i still continue not to go.. ?? haa.. OMG.. I realize how i HATE this GEM claz.







Why u seem like don like almost all of my friends?? Hate to be stuck in d middle. Hate to be understanding to people who dont even appreciate.
"Dont do things to people who you don want people to do it to you".. Nah, i dont believe this phrase anymore. People wont appreciate it, yet they will just take it for granted.
Never judge one thing or people by its cover. It's never true just by looking the outer cover. Happiness dont come so easily. It comes with a price to pay while sadness just come so naturally that it almost free.
Hatred are tiring. But acting naturally not to hate are far more tiring and drain out almost every part of the strength you have.
Loving some1 who loves you are wonderful, but loving some1 who are overly in love with you are nightmare and stressful. To love some1 or to be love by some1. Which 1 will you chose now? I like this phrase : " Practise make perfect, but nothing is perfect, so why practise?" If you got the chance to choose, will you choose to be the perfect some1 or a person with flaws??
When a love comes to a time when you start to realize is there love that exist or a feeling that you are just used to each other presence.. it's start to be a real headache topic that will always haunt your mind every now and then unless you find out the answer to yourself fast.
Being in the relationship, you start to think being single is great, being single you think having a relationship is the best wonderful thing to have. Human always not happy with what they have.
Do you know what is love actually are about?? They always say love comprise of understanding, turst and true heart. Are there really exist. Isit really with those, we will have a relationship free from hurts, tears, sadness??



Dear also finally went to cut his hair on Wed. Went to JE Kimage where Anna is working. Whoo.. long time no see her le... still so pretty.. Apply the Kimage stylecard where wkday 20% off & wkend 10% off. Ah.. next time cut hair can save money liao... haa..

Dear new hair-style (like it alot.. better den his previous style)
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Nicee~~?? Haa.. but | like can liao.. Haa.

Sorry guys bear with post below cos im been coping in my heart since this afternn.. I want vent my anger~~~...
Farking piss off today by my lect. Digital Circuit lecture. Fark AU SIEW HONG la.. Ch**B** idiot ^!$*&*@ Who you think you are. Just a farking lect only wat. Demand a sorry frm me. Bullshit lo. If is not Bee keep asking me to remain calm.. or else all my words spilt on your face and went out of the class liao. . Gib you face 1st when u want a sorry frm me. Say liao u not song still demand a sorry frm me again.. Cb kia la u.. so long no piss off by teachers liao since sec... u d 1st person I sibei buay song in poly. Farking idiot. Scold me 1 person only. Every1 came back late u din scold. People talking in class u din scold. Scold me alone. Fark u la. I talk when i come in. U got eyes ant.. got c hu start d talk with me ant 1st. Not me lo.. fark u.. is u hu haf no mei li n the power to attract your students attention.. i think mostly are not paying attention in your lect too lo since not every1 r back to class. . No skill to grab your students attention during lect is your business to improve.. Dont blame on us student lo. We can haf the choice to listen or not to pay to your attention. Bad behaviour, u haben c my real bad behaviour yet idiot. No1 except my dad ever demand a sorry frm me b4 lo. Tt farking face of yours.. like shit la.. thousand piece of sai~~ Pui~pui~ I cant believe tt time i can listen to Bee and sit dwn in your claz for so long. Think back, I shld really walk off right away.. mayb in the past me I will.. now.. duno why i now can listen to Bee and stay dwn.
Wah.. tout i can be more relax after I tell my dear and wrote it dwn here and vent it out.. but think back again.. my anger keepin rising. Haa.. Seldom get soo worked up and piss off. Somemore cos of an OLD IDIOT MAN. Spoilt all my mood whole day.
Anyway, finally finish up my VB project today. Haf to thks and credit the ppl to help me on the VB --- DANIEL, ZHIYONG, KM & others who i did not mention here. Every small or big help u given are deeply appreciated by me. THKS alot.
And of coz to my dear too. thks for helpin me on VB too and willing to wake up so early to sch at 8am to help me on VB despite ya claz start at 12pm... You are simply great. Luv u.













Week & week pass by. Chinese New Year coming. MST coming, and darn.. assigments too.. ALL rushing toward us like mad cow. Due date, due date~~
Ah, this week 19th Jan is Bee bday.. hoho... sorry to plc a happy birthday post here to you so late (bt I promise you i will put a birthday wishin to u here.. did as i promise).. bought her a piggy wrist support. Hope you like it~
Went out with bee on tues, she dam rich. Bought ard a total $200 of Kose facial care. Haa.. thou she intend to buy only ard $150 product.. but in d end the sale-girl sai co her to buy another product tt add up to $200 so she can get another free gift bag too.. I tout she was determined not to buy cos she rejected her 2 times.. so i walked off to chat with my ex-boss, Jeff.. Den came back to her.. her face.. a face of heart pain.. haa.. $200.. gib me tt amt.. I won buy those facial care. I will EAT EAT EAT.. haa
Oh ya.. I haf a new member to my hs. A HAMSTER. Dear tok it frm his fren and gib it to me.
Her profile -
Name: Fei Fei (fat fat)
Age: ard 3 mths
Gender: Female
Type: Syrian Hamster
Color: White & brown
Behaviour: Active and curious fatty
Size: 15cm

Her beautiful butt. Every1 loves her fat & round butt








kEez.. back frm my Chinatown trip. Will keep it a short post. Thou raining halfway at there, bt stil had a great time wif my dear. Had my dinner - Handmade la mian and xiao long tang bao. Jo & her bf was there 2. Delicious and cheap. And surprisingly, | saw Thomas Ong - Wang Tian Cai. geE.. handsome~~. Saw my long-time-no-c wrkin fren, Stefanie. Abit rush of time, so din manage to chat. Hey gal.. misS u so much.. u look more gorgous each time | c u..
Took some photos on the way hm... dear make lotsa funny faces.. so cute.. love em'..

Some of his cute faces:




Hey, Shuxian is back. Been so long since ever blog in here. Last week was wonderful. Time spend with Baby dear was great.
Currently rottin at sch lab. 2 hrs break, damn.. hated 2 hr break.. sch have no plc to hang-out except goin to lab surf net.. but there's nth to for me to surf ANYMORE~~~!!! Argh.. Guys.. any interesting site for me surf ??
Later baby dear will b bringing me to Chinatown. Yeah.. haa.. thou not the first time going.. but are just unexpectedly excited.. Silly me.



Claz end 11.30am, half an hr earlier den the actual. Practically, no1 are in mood to study for the Digital Circuit lect we had.. a wise move to end the claz early. Haa.

Met up with Sarah.. finally can met up with this gal after so long. miss her so much. Had lunch with her a clementi. Chat all along. Leave each other ard 1.30pm. Met up dear, CCY, CW, alan at clementi Funland. Spent all the time over there till 8plus den had our dinner. Learn some basic knowledge abt billard. Haa.. finally noe wat the color of the ball means.. Today get to noe there's a crazy guy over at the funland call as "THE OWN GOAL KING" meaning, he abit sok sok.. change ard 28 tokens and like to challenge ppl play Virtual Strike 3.. and keep having own goals.. and he like to select the team 'Japan".. whenever you oppose him by having your own goal he will bang the table.. Haa.. 1 crazy guy.. even the manger can do anything to him. tt crazy guy even "played" with dear today and yester. Dear was so piss off tt time. Haa..
Saw lotsa familiar ppl today.. Ziwei, alvin ng, felix, vincent, wenwen, cheekeong, wenjie.. ah.. all those ppl in funland.. reunion in funland., strange.

I want to go the the Expo hall tml for the tribute for the Tsunami victims. Stil deciding. Anyone wanna go along?


Wednesday, a day | hate and love. Hate coz | always have to decid to go for my GEM claz or not , | love coz | can b with my baBy dEar right after sch. But anyway, the c|az sucks so be with dEar is always the choice for me.
Finally install my VB.Net prog into my com. Had my first assigment for this sem is VB.. due at 2 weeks time. Oh my Gosh.. 100% that we cant finish it on time. We are still at slacking mood.. Damn,, who loves assigments... hate it man..





baby dEar bought a new handphone tOday. Nokia 6260. Make my Heart itchy itchy.. fEel like changing my hp toO.. argH.. no $$..

Nokia 6260


Camera at the side. "Flipper" 360 degree turn


Bought the same Hp pouch. keEz...



My last day of my 2004 are spent with all my dearly frendz. CheeWee, a gal tt Cheewee is wooing now, JunYong, Guna, Alan, Alvin Ng, Juan, Fang and of coz, my dearly baby Dear.. guyz.. you all are simply great to be with. Love you guyz so much... Had our simple countdown at Holland V coffebean. My first time celebrating countdown over there. Thou simple but we had great chats and laughter. Quite happening over there with a small incident "show" to watch b4 the clock strike 12. After the countdown, we all except Juan and fang proceed to Cheewee hs & on the way, met up with Ziwei & his gf.
Started their gambling spree.. Blackjack. Had some drinks over there too. I had a little. Very little. thOU I wanted to drink, buT Baby dEAr was ard.. so I had it control... CONTROL.. Haahaa.. I din play with them. Ziwei's gf play with them.. Wah.. she's a gambler queen. Her cards r always tt gd. Gambler King aka "Chow Yun Fatt" was the nick I given to Guna at the end of the game. His cards are also always tt gd and the way he play.. whoo.. so cool and calm. Btw, Guna was a handsome Indian fren we had. He has a set of beautiful teeth and with gd sense of dressing, arh.. a handsome guy overall. Anyway, back to the New Year recap, Ziwei & his gf left us after awhile coz his gf not feeling well. Den CW's "girlfren" tire so went to slp at CW rm.. so again, im the oli gal left in the rm. Game end till morning 8am. Had fun overall. Just being with them, the day won't be boring. Went back to baBy dEar hs for my bag. Had a slight argument with baBy dEAr, so in the end I went hm alone, had a fall with the rain pouring dwn. hurt my butt and back. Hail a cab hm.. tired.. so after some washing up, boom.. was on my bed. Althou had some slight argument with baBy dEAr in d 1st day of 2005, but its a small matter tt we will patch up real soon, don't we?? kEez.. Love you so much...

2004. A year tt i will remember deeply in my heart. A very sad ending to the year. Dad left us at the end of year, then a Tsunami wave killing thousands of innocent people. Wat a year to end with. People suffering over another side, while we are celebrating over here.. the picture just seemed so sdtrange.. But life are like this isn't? ? My prayers are always be with everyone. RIP.
At dEar hs. Just woke up frm slp. Preparing to meet up with the guyz


At H.V CoffeeBean. Sorry for the blurness. My hp camera suckz. Haa.


At CW hs. Abt to start their gambling spree..

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.

















































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