Tuesday, September 25, 2007
9/25/2007 11:36:00 PM

To mummy,

Sorry to you.
Everytime, to see your redden eyes, I felt so useless and heart-broken..
it just feel like i never do my best to have you protect against the pain you suffer, the sadness you experience.

I know you have been hurt so badly for the love you placed on us.
I just wan to let you know that, I love you more than anything too.

I thanks you for everything you had done for the family
And I just couldnt asked for more to have you to be my dearest mum, my dearest confident.


I love you.

9/25/2007 11:17:00 PM

I didn’t know that you are feeling the same way I am feeling ever since he’s gone from us.
I tout that all the while, im just the only 1 handling the guilt inside me.
I know we had change, not towards better but to the worse. I never wanted our relation to be like this. I always wished we can be that close tgt as in the past. Talk abt everytihng and goin out for dinners. But things just changed between us..
I may not know what happen to you to become like this..
I may not know what shld we both do to make things be better..
But what i know for sure is there's a common guilt we are sharing tgt.
I never felt that lonely again.
I know when Im praying for him, you are too.
I know when im confessing my guilts to him, you are too.
I know when im missing him, you are too.
Never felt this sensation for soo long ever since we become like this.

I never wanted us to be like this. I never wanted to ignore u as I have no such kin.
Cos i don't want to have the same regrets I have for him on you.
To live with a guilt for the entire life is enough for me to bear.
For now, all i hope and wish is that for you to come out of the shell you have been hiding and
be the same person that I have grow up with.





Citation du Jour
To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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