Wednesday, October 29, 2008
10/29/2008 05:41:00 PM

**I'm in office right now.. haaa bleahx! *
* To you... :) *


Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

(Chorus)

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
10/15/2008 11:57:00 PM

其实笨一点,被爱也是幸福的

好痛。。 我已经让自己笨了很多了。。 可是痛是双倍的

Monday, October 13, 2008
10/13/2008 11:14:00 PM

I think i reached to a decision. I really hope i will NOT regret. Perhaps, the power here is soo strong to have me moved.

Sometimes, i really think i am being really unfair to you. Your care, your sincerity, your way of making me laugh, your way of showering me with all those sweet gesture, the fulfilling promises..
i am just scare i don't deserve all these from you. i am not used to it for such kind of pamper.
I know i had said a million times to u.. but i really hope everything can be fair to you.
If the day where i had totally get over him, i know who can i look to if he's still single. Ha. But as i said again, if there's a better catch out there, grab it.

Sunday, October 12, 2008
10/12/2008 01:42:00 AM

I wanted things to be fair to everyone.
When I think about it, I duno i have been fair to you. I hope I am not wasting anyone's time on me.
Cos seriously, i am still confused.

等待不是一件好事。。
如果有更好的,一定要捉紧
我真的不想浪费任何人的时间在我身上。。
因为我怕对他们不公平。

**Updated**

XM said I am scared.
Ya, I am really scared. Ha.
But i will be fine.

Friday, October 10, 2008
10/10/2008 01:59:00 PM

i think i forever is not ready to meet him...

10/10/2008 12:22:00 PM

Decision still not out yet. It's getting tougher to think abt it now.
It's just not so simple to give a nod and packed my bag and say bye to so many ppl who cares for me.
I dunno i can just live alone, slp alone, think alone.. but on the other side, its a gd opportunity for me.. for me to start fresh...
i hope... i.. got the kind of courage..........

I have been thinking alot.
And thinking kinda kills me badly.

其实变了单身,看到的事还真多啊。。
原来我一直以来都躲在壳里!乌龟耶。。

我想我有比以前看的有点开了
现在的我只是不知道要把你放在我心里的哪个位置
要把那种爱如何变成让我更懂事。。。
五年里的习惯, 我会把它变成我自己的习惯
五年里的爱,我会把它变成对自己的爱, 爱自己更多。。

Wednesday, October 08, 2008
10/08/2008 05:38:00 AM

Have to make a very impt decision by end of next week.
**seriously i hope i really can make a correct one**

I am having bad headache now. Without the pills, i am just a zombie. panda zombie perhaps. Ha.
I know i shldnt be relying on them, but 3 consecutive of late nights, my health dropped.
My appetite was halved and i cant think well. I need the pills. And tonight, i dropping them down my throat.

Kx told me some shocking findings she had. Pretty disturbing to me. I tried not to side on Bro too much, watever if it its true, afterall, he's still my bro. Kx is going through a bad time too. Basically, i think everyone in the house are wearing mask now. Happy fake smile mask. Smile and luff at the living room, bt back to our own room, EMO ! :(
In fact, ya, i am very worried abt both of them, stuck in the middle, this is the additional stress on me.

Yester is YUki -baby bday. 1 yr old. Fast huh. Big girl le. And she olmost got a another new toy, Ha. By WL. Managed to stop him. Too much toys for this little spoilt brat. And with mum screaming on the amount of toys Yuki have, WL, i prefer u treat me eat. Ha.

Prepare for work!

Ciao

Saturday, October 04, 2008
10/04/2008 10:14:00 PM

Just to let u guys know more about Unicorn...
The meaning behind this gorgeous "animal"

Fierce yet good, a symbol of strength, endurance, agility, perseverance, wisdom and playfulness, Unicorns are selfless yet solitary, a wild and untamable animal symbol of purity, hope, love and majesty, grace, finesse, and unconquerable nature.

In the Middle Ages, the Unicorns are the symbol of purity.

In Japan, Unicorns are the Sin-you, known for its ability to know right from wrong and often called upon to determine the guilt or innocence of accused persons.

In China, the Unicorn (Qilin) is symbol of wisdom, and is classified like the king of all animals.

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008
10/01/2008 10:17:00 PM

Ok. Ya. My big project is.... getting my tattoo done!!!
Yippy. Will talk about this on my next posting. :)

My post will be the makeover I had with Aud and Juanie on 200908

Basically, we went to Sasa for a free makeover.
Had a marvelous nice chit-chat and photo-taking session with them.
Well, think the major makeover is Juanie.. not much difference is Aud and me !
She look so gorgeous tt day!! *whistle*

Anyway, few pix here.











Citation du Jour
To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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