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Sunday, September 24, 2006
9/24/2006 11:45:00 PM i guess im right.... im really moody... when i finished my previous post BF called...i just burst out with tears.... think i scare him badly.. :(( im trying to keep myself from missing BF too much but its kinda hard trying.. but i will worked hard on tt or else i will have to cry myself to slp everynites but the main problem is for me to move out from my current apartment BF really understands me well.. right after i told him cos of moving out from here & straight aways he said "must be becos of ur dad" but bad move... he make me tears more... cos i tried to control myself after i scare him badly this hs means alot to me.. alot of memories i had of my dad wat happen if i move out of here... i know memories are meant to keep deeply in heart... but how can... how.... i duno... here is the plc where he last slp on here is the plc where he cried to me like a baby here is the plc where he prepare his rojak sauce here is the plc where i help to massage his feet whenever he had cramps here is the plc where he said I LOVE U for the 1st time to me here is the plc where his last days are spent here is the plc where i have soo much memories of him so how can i just leave it........... i just don wan to leave soo apart.. at least staying here.. i felt close... at least its a HOME we all share b4... but how dad.... how.. im leaving this hs soon.. everything changed... im just so afraid everything changed.. & i felt so distanced from u even more.. dad, how can i just placed all the memories inside me.... i felt so guilty to u.. and now.. moving out i felt even more guilty for leaving u.............. dad.. i felt so terrible now dad.. i really miss u. dad.. im sorry. dad.. i love u. |
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To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.
Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March.
I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special
cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven. mes amis
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