Tuesday, May 23, 2006
5/23/2006 12:55:00 AM

Dear Papa


How are you over there? My 1st time writing to you since tt fateful day happened. Are you doing fine there? Isit cold?

Its been a year plus since u left us. That how u make me miss u f0r the l0ngest time. There are multiple times i went t0 visit you. Do u see me there?


Mum is fine. She's still working real hard for the family. She's been real busy lately cos of the change of new system at her workplc. Nowadays, i think she's tire fr0m work. She keep nagging me t0 faster finish my studies and g0 work. I will de, pa. To earn money.. to let mum rest and to show u that im useful to the family.. to show u that the gal u d0te is d0ing great here.
Mum fell alots this year but worse is lately, she had her arm bandage due to some bone fracture.
Pa, u have to watch over mum for me okay. I cant lose another.


Bro is working now. Been omost half a yr alr. He's workin at Creative. Bro is also trying to get into SIM to further his studies. He is also trying to find new jobs to see more of the outside world. Don't worry, bro grown up.. he start to pay for his own expense and start gibing mum some pocket money too.. Since u left us, bro somehow mature le. He know wat status he is in the family le. R u glad ? Bro really resemble u alot.. He's getting taller than you. He also broken off with his gf but he has a new 1. Thou not really much better than the previous one.. but your son like it.


I still haf 1 more yr of poly to finish. After my studies, i will go out f0r work. Sorry pa, im not continuing my studies as you wanted me to. I wanted to share the burden of the family. I wan to contribute some since i had been so free these few year only doin my studies. Im still with my bf as you see that time. Did u see him.. he accompany me thruout when u left me. But i wont said much here.. cos i know u once told me i must get a guy that are trustworthy and a person with good heart n treat me very good. I have my plans for future. Pa, i wanted to set up a family of my own b4 26. Have my own kids, your grandchildren. A husband tt dote me.. cute kids, with mum ard... i cant wait for this to fulfil.. i cant wait to let u see it.


Pa i really miss u alot. Each time i went to visit you, i had a hard time controlling my tears. Pa, i still cant forgive myself. Each time i rem days before u left us, those words u said to me & those tears you dropped.. i should really tell u more.. tell u that im really sorry abt how i neglect you those years... but i said i always treat u as my papa is the truth.. Pa, even mum oso duno, i really cant forgive myself tt nite for not rushing out in time to save u. I shld haf response your shout immed... mayb everything will be different now.

Pa, i really hope u r doin fine over there. Don anihow throw your temper over there le okay.. Take really good care of yourself okay.
Miss u soo much.


Signing off
Xian
Citation du Jour
To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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