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I thought i could blog out my happy day. My happy outing day with Dearie.
I thought i could happily and proudly blog out your promise to me that make me so happy till i fly to the heaven.

But how could i know that 1 moment u gave me a happiest moment den another moment.. u hurt me.

HOW COULD U~~~

For this time, it hurt so much.. neber i know i could be hurt so much.
From the 1st year together, u knew to hide things frm me.. hide it forever
Since u had hide it, why for the sake tt u make me a happiest gal and then suddenly to tell me and hit me so hard tt i could hardly breathe.

I appreciate for ya braveness, your honesty for now. U make me feel so silly of myself. But it still hurt so terrible.

Alcohol can't be 100% as a excuse, even thou how i wanted it to be my excuse. I just cant think of it when u r out there happy, while im just at hm worryin abt you. You shld know u r not single. You have a gf here, a responsibilty to carry. HOw can it be so unfair to me. U r right, its unfair to me. Damn right.

Ya promise to me earlier is the most wonderful promise you had made to me. I was so happy tt im gleeing all the. My heart and mind felt so light tt i almost fly. But why u destroy it. For godness sake, why~~??

They told me at least u r frank with me. I don nid ya frank. I nid you to stop me frm worryin abt you. Droppin tears for u. Make me feel im such a fortunate gf being on your side. Frankness can be hurting~~ I DON'T WANT THIS TYPE OF FRANK~~ I REALLY PREFER YOU TO HIDE IT FRM ME cos i know i won find out cos i don interfer in wat u playin and doin when u club.

How i hope u had kept it within yourself. Feel guilty of yourself cos u deserve it. Why make me suffer with u. I always thought im not perfect enuff. I tried my best to be perfect to you.

Hurt. Endless hurt.

I calmed dwn. Im willing to forgive. But i still feel hurt. But no matter what, friendz told me not to do anything silly and i wont. frendz told me to love you just as i had ever loved you and i will cos i had always loved you.
Your bday is coming. I know u waited long for this. I just wan to tell u tt, don because of this, u don allow yourself to enjoy. Pls do enjoy yourself cos i really wanted you to enjoy. Don care of my presence, just enjoy, tt all i wanted.

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.

















































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