Saturday, November 19, 2005
11/19/2005 10:42:00 PM

am sick this week. Highest temp: 39.9 degree.

MC for 2 days for sch. Doc kept reminding me to REST & rest.. he said my face look bad. Lack of rest. He said my face looked bloated. He said my body looked stiff.



So i looked like a DEAD BODY liao lar.... ? ! ? !

But i rest. I WANTED to rest. Medication still cant make me slp well. Sucksz. GUYS commented i still looked BAD when im back to sch on fri... or perhaps like the doc said.. i looked like a dead body..



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I saw him on Tues, the day im sick. He's in the bus, the same bus with me. Din saw him boarding it till he sat next to me and patted on my shoulder. He said he's goin to his frend hs, which i doubt it. I still feel he's coming to my void deck again. I don like the idea of him comin to my void deck again to wait for me.



Anyway, in the end, he persisted to acc me to see doc. He shldn't be there beside me. The person there shld be my BOYFRIEND, not him.

Something soo similar bt yet the feelin so strange.



He send me hm, directly to my bedrm. Think no other way.. just brought my bag to my rm.

He said it been so long since he stepped in my bedrm. He tried to take care of me. Pour me water, bring medicine right in front of me. But i shooed him out.



Frankly, im scare. Scare that i'll be shaken by those everything. Remembering the time when i was really sick, refusing to see doc, my bro informed him, and he rushed here, coaxing me, and said he will piggyback me all the way to the clinic, while i was just having a bad temper due to my high temperature. But for his swt gesture and coaxing, i went, but with no piggyback cos i felt strange probably with those old aunties dwnstairs lookin.. A time i remember cos he's the only 1 that done that for me till now.

BUt i hoped he's not the 1 there. My dearie shld be but he's at sch, din want to disturb him. Regretted not to let NiNi to acc me.


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To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

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Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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