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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
11/30/2005 11:09:00 PM I don nid ya promise to me that u will take care of yourself. Im waiting all along is the promise of being more responsible of your act and to me. I had enuff of waiting all night to worry about u. Its don't happen once.. its gettin more frequent. Im reaching my limit. I will break dwn soon.. All i want u to be happy so i don't tell u how i had worry abt u. You haf ur fun. But plz do think u had a gf somewhere there worry abt u. Tuesday, November 29, 2005
11/29/2005 11:44:00 PM Not much to update actually. Been skipping my morning classes.. just duno why im so tire. Feeling abit down lately. Prob start to think too much again. Weather tonight is great. Cooling... Monday, November 28, 2005
11/28/2005 12:11:00 AM First to start off my post today.. Happy 3 Anni. to me & Dearie ! ! ! We been thru ups & downs. We get it thru it till now. I believe there's more to come in our upcoming years together especially the day u goin to be enlisted to NS. Hope the love we always believe in our heart will bring us through everything and there's more years of anni we are going to celebrate together & forever. ---------------------------------------------------------------- Went to my cuzzie before-wedding party at her hs. Wake up in the early morning sunday. A lunch buffet... why not a dinner buffet~~!!! Crowded. Full of my cuzzie' frendz, her husband-to-be's frendz and of coz including us~~ her relatives.. ! ! The yummy buffet & with my aunt perrfect hm-cook food  And of coz.. our family all time fav : MAJONG  Saw my cuzzie's wedding fotos.. damn.. so nice and pretty and handsome. *envy envy* perrfect match !! Went off halfway with bro.. Bro went hm while laoniang went to mit up with Dearie after his work. Proceed to clementi and mit up with Junge and CW. Aud & Juan & Poon joined us too. Dearie played pool, while i had some catching up chats with Aud and CW. Dearie playing some dunno-what-game.  I lub the way & look he had when he play pool. Shuai~  Slacked ard at clementi funland and mac. Its been long since all of us we being together and do some catching up of each other life... too bad, my hp kinda low batt after our Mdm Aud had taken almost 3/4 of my hp batt life 'stealing' songs frm my mp3. Duh. I cant take any picz of every1~~~ !!!! Really lubz my "Fu Lu Shou". Whenever they are ard, they are so powerful, they had the superb great mo qi, they are so superb in their suan-ing & lame jokes... luff till we pengz if the most frequent thing which is a MUST whenever they are ard. They are such a cuties to me~~ lubz them. My perrfect team. tadaa~~ my FU . LU . SHOU CW , Junge , Dearie  We all had great chats together. Thinking back and talking abt the times we had during our times in sec. Its so such happening during those times.. unforgettable. Time really flies fast. Just a flash, we had grad for 3 years, been friends for 8 years. Every1 goin into different aspect of life. Studying, working, NS.... we were all thinkin mayb another flash, we will be attending each other weddings, bringing kids to gathering.. and den~~ we become ah gong and ah ma liao~~ !!! Time is such a scary thing...
CW, my so-called Daddy. Attached, however quite unstable relationship now. Don really rem the reason i called him Daddy but he take really gd care of me. Currently he's in NS goin to ORD soon. We talks abt NS relationship. He teaches me alot and im learning right nw cos i know Dearie goin to NS soon thou not beri soon.. haha.. Maintaing relationship with a person in Ns require lots of patience, energy and lots of observation. CW tells me alot of what and how NS guys thinks and behave. I learned lots frm him. Junge whose real name is call Junyong. A perrfect nice guy among the 3. Great gentleman. Always send girls hm right to the doorstep.. well, actually is void deck lar.. bt nvm, he's the 1 of the great person i ever know. Thou he always jokes ard.. ppl always misunderstand when he get serious cos they always feel he is joking.. but well, actually... he has the serious part of him. Among all my frend in sec, he's the only 1 guy tt hear me cried b4 and talk abt the relationship, problems i had with Dearie. Thou din really told him much just some bit here and there but he gib wise words and he's really a great listener. Well, I always think having most frendz in common are quite a problem in me and Dearie cos IF... IF there's a day when Dearie and I get separate.. beside both of us suffer, friends ard us also suffered too cos since we shared common friends they will had hard time to deal with it. I never regret knowing u guys. NEVER. Thursday, November 24, 2005
11/24/2005 10:51:00 PM my sch is fine. my dizzy-ness is much better. my vomit-ness goin to be better. Thks for caring. As wat my GUYZ said... "CARING IS SHARING" or "SHARING IS CARING".. wateva la~~ Have not been miting my Dearie this week. gOsh.. i hate his FYP thingy.. those idiots~~ ! ! my harry Potter movie still haben watched yet.. Realise alot of my guyz frends.. they find no kakhis to watch it with them.. those Muggles who don't appreciate our lengendary Harry Potter... haiz... Im trouble of wat to wear for my cuzzie wedding. its coming soon. I have not attended a wedding for such a long time.. Yeah.. believe me. Sibei long time no attend weddings liaoz.. so wats the wedding dress code nowadays?? laoniang rem when i small, i attend wedding.. my mummi will gib me wear that princess dressie.. must be white or pinko.. also rem those aunties and uncles at the dinner wear that thick shoulder-pad on their clothes.. are they still the wedding dress codes now ? ? Do i have to stock up thick shoulder padz ? ? gOsh.... I just rem Beez told me 1 thing... she said her sis sometimes read my blog.. so since i know she SOMETIMES read my blog... its rude not to say HI to her, right ? ? so therefore.. HI.. CHEW LING~~ ! ! forgib me xiaomai.. its not i type 1.. its feifei.. she just happen to She look left...  den look right.. noticed im busy chatting with my dearie on the fone....  she starts to search for letters~~~~  found the 1 she wans....  and she use her nosie to press~~~ ! ! !  gOsh.. n she happily busy continue and continue ~~~~ she din know her owner is also busy pressing her camera too~~  Den more worse.. she haben play enuff with my keyboard she went to.... my blackie mouse  she tried to move it..  and gOsh.. den i realise she did this pose~~~! ! I think she really nid a real male hammie for her... yeah babyFF i get the hint. u nid a guy... ~ ~ ! ! i know...  I tried to introduced my blackie Kitty for her... She smelled it once.. ...  den she kept her head away frm her.... for many times whenever i tried to move kitty to her.. well... i guess.. mouse and cat just cant be friendz... 
i think babyFF actually mean to type as " I need a guy hammie~ get 1 for me ! ! im getting bitchy~~! " but probably she tout its too long and she is kinda shy abt it so she decided to use xiaomai name instead~~ hahahahaaa... Tuesday, November 22, 2005
11/22/2005 10:15:00 PM feel im kinda missing out frm my sch. Been sick on my wkend AGAIN. Vomit & dizzy. Worse. Skipped sch on mon for more rest.. Im still feelin some vomit-tation but less dizzy-ness.. uRgh.. i've not been eating much lately... sianz.. sibei no appetite.. i cant go on like this.. or else no meat for Dearie to hug anymore.. i bet he misses my xtra fats on my waist.. hahaa.. Dearie kinda sprained his back today. Called me and kept grumbling. Plan to meet him and massage for him.. bt he said he don wan to be massage in sch.. still dare to choose location.. but anyway, nth work out. He is still alive w/o my massage. Miracle. haa. Had some reminder frm Daniel in my class and frm my galz regardin a incident on me and a teacher AGAIN... c'mon guys, don think me as a notti student... im GOOD, ok.. full of respect to teachers de student.. budden, unless the teachers prove they're worth my respect, of coz. Anyway.. the 'incident' on me and 1 of my tuto tcher, anyway, i almost forgetten bt much to Bee some reminder.. i felt is ok leh.. bt to my surprise, duno why Daniel had such a big reaction to it. He said : " Good Fanny~~!!! Got u as my classmate is gd..." He called me as OFF -- Original Fantatic Fanny.. Duh... thks huh.. thou i quite like it lar.. bt no nid to the extend of being like tt lar... tai kua zhang liao lar... i prefer low profile.. Had a trip to Jp today with my girlz today after sch. Walked ard and i had my sibei waste-my-money lunch there... Not to elaborate much cause only can blame laoniang poor appetite. NiNi and Bee had a great time playin a fool with my hp AGAIN... liang ge xiao mei mei at there zhuang ke ai~~ haiz  tried to capture my mei xing xiang images again.. budden laoniang today gib no chance for them to capture.. i eat like im at a big posh 5-star high-class resturant eating a $5.50 western food.  Budden they like no take my ugly side of me.. they will buay song.. so a person like me so kind hearted of coz won allow my frendz to feel buay song of me.. so i make a sudden face to them.. they can capture, den they lucky.. cannot capture.. their biz... KNN. they manage to capture it lor~~~~  SIANZ.... Beez saw 1 of the foto i took in my hp. She wanted it too. So i help her to took it. My version (My eyes)   Her version (Eyes)   Hahaha.. paisei. duno why there's a difference there.. I think she still much better in this way  Saturday, November 19, 2005
11/19/2005 11:12:00 PM Touched You..say that I...am too... So much...of what you Saaay...is true. .. I'LL NEVER..find some one quite like you....Again... I'LL NEVER..find some one quite like you...Like you... rumors say I'm the dieing rose. Just pray I don't leave you alone. The demigods and angry ghosts who guide guys know I'm not at home. I'LL NEVER..find some one quite like you....Again... I'LL NEVER..find some one quite like you....Again... I....I looked into your eyes...and saww....a world that does not exsist I looked into your eyes and saw... a world I wish I was in.... I'LL NEVER..find some one quite as touched as youuu... I'll never love some one quite the wayyyy...that I.. love youuu....... ~Song by Vast~
11/19/2005 10:42:00 PM am sick this week. Highest temp: 39.9 degree. MC for 2 days for sch. Doc kept reminding me to REST & rest.. he said my face look bad. Lack of rest. He said my face looked bloated. He said my body looked stiff. So i looked like a DEAD BODY liao lar.... ? ! ? ! But i rest. I WANTED to rest. Medication still cant make me slp well. Sucksz. GUYS commented i still looked BAD when im back to sch on fri... or perhaps like the doc said.. i looked like a dead body.. --------------------------------------------------------------------- I saw him on Tues, the day im sick. He's in the bus, the same bus with me. Din saw him boarding it till he sat next to me and patted on my shoulder. He said he's goin to his frend hs, which i doubt it. I still feel he's coming to my void deck again. I don like the idea of him comin to my void deck again to wait for me. Anyway, in the end, he persisted to acc me to see doc. He shldn't be there beside me. The person there shld be my BOYFRIEND, not him. Something soo similar bt yet the feelin so strange. He send me hm, directly to my bedrm. Think no other way.. just brought my bag to my rm. He said it been so long since he stepped in my bedrm. He tried to take care of me. Pour me water, bring medicine right in front of me. But i shooed him out. Frankly, im scare. Scare that i'll be shaken by those everything. Remembering the time when i was really sick, refusing to see doc, my bro informed him, and he rushed here, coaxing me, and said he will piggyback me all the way to the clinic, while i was just having a bad temper due to my high temperature. But for his swt gesture and coaxing, i went, but with no piggyback cos i felt strange probably with those old aunties dwnstairs lookin.. A time i remember cos he's the only 1 that done that for me till now. BUt i hoped he's not the 1 there. My dearie shld be but he's at sch, din want to disturb him. Regretted not to let NiNi to acc me. Monday, November 14, 2005
11/14/2005 09:04:00 PM Sick & tired. To the extreme. Its just only MONDAY. Sunday, November 13, 2005
11/13/2005 11:28:00 PM Just watched a show by Channel U. 爱·作战 Love BattleField  Starring by : Eason Chan and Niki Chow StoryLine: ((Courtesy of MediaCorp website)) Story Outline: Eason Chan and Niki Chow star as the unhappily coupled Yui and Ching, who plans a European vacation to salvage their strained relationship but break up in frustration when their car is stolen on the morning of the trip. While searching for the car, Yui is kidnapped and held hostage by a ruthless gang of smugglers, forcing the remorseful Ching to set out in search of her former lover and confront her true feelings for him. There's part of this show i felt close to me. IF u guys had catch this show, the part when both of them argue at the carpark. Thats the part i felt its so real, probably, a part tt can represent how mostly couples gibing in to each others, thinking that gibin in to each other may bring joy and happiness to them but yet they neber know what they want actually. Blah Blah.. duno what im writing.. haha.. just don really know how to express it in words. Neber mind, laO niang know it myself can liaO... I re-read my HARRY POTTER -- and the GOBLET OF FIRE storybook again. I normally re-read the story again b4 watching the movie. Part of my rountine. And I finished the book just by 1 day. A thick book indeed. ((U will know if ur a Harry Potter siao like me)) I still haben buy my new series "THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE". No $$ leh.. storybook start to get more exp leh.. last time buy Harry Potter bk only cost ard $20-30 BUT NOW.. ard $40 per Harry book... damn damn.. any1 wanna buy me 1 or sponser me some.. haha.. kind hearted soul out there???? Saturday, November 12, 2005
11/12/2005 12:18:00 AM Im addicted back to Virtual Tennis again. My bro PSP gonna be mine soon.. *dreaming* There's also a game i think is cute and im quite addicted to it too.. try it. My cousin is getting married. ROM yester. Just watch the video record by her. gOsh. She's soo pretty. Waiting to see her at the wedding dinner soon. My biggest CONGRUTS to her.. *muackzz* Friday, November 11, 2005
11/11/2005 07:48:00 PM Dunno why.. it seem like a tiring week for me. I slept at 10pm yesternite.. my earliest slpin time. Sch has been OK. So far so gd. Teachers so far till nw are alright except for a person lar, he suckz anyway since last sem. No extra cash for me to earn. TT person din called me.. yuckz.. i cant be 40bucks richer. Hate it. I finally mange to catch my 2nd-most-wanted to watch movie on wed with dearie -- TOM YUM GOONG We went to this cafe at cine for lunch -- My Galilee Friend My view frm the cafe.  Myself, taken when im bored and Dearie went scooping my SOUP for me~~~  Dearie -- OCEAN TWELVE ((salmon)) but the salmon was just a small small piece stuff in that pathetic thing tt u see here. trust me, is really a small small piece of salmon. So u guys now the taste nw huh.. hmm..  Mine -- THE GODFATHER (Breaded Chicken Filet with special black pepper sauce) The sauce taste norm to me thou they stated as chef's special sauce. Anyway.. compare to Dearie, mine consider better....  Went FEP... GOOD thing is laOniang purposely place my ATM at hm.. no chance for me to spend spend spend.. BAD thing is that laOniang saw things tt im searching fOr high and lOw.. bt no $$ to buy.. dammnit... Thurs met-up with Dearie after sch too.. went to Harbour-Front for Pasta Mania thou Dearie very much wanted to eat Subway.. but we had it on wed for dinner liaO..!! Realised it yester.. Dearie 1st time eat Pasta Mania.. haha.. my honour sia !! In the end, both of us are soo regretted to have Pasta Mania.. pui pui pui.. only the garlic bread is nice.. haiz... so we left d area with a utterly disappointed and angry face. I just rem 1 thing that i keep reminding myself to share with u guys.. i did, or i shld say, i said a terrible thing that make a joke of myself and is real paisei. I told my GUYZ.. they had a great luff.. I went to the counter at the cinema on wed, preparing to order my pop-cornz. Cos laOning seldom buy pop-cornz to eat during my movie-watching, i only eat nachoz or hotdogz... So Dearie and I look at the menu, we decided to have the ''Lover'' stated at the menu. So as usual, i do the ordering cos Dearie don like to order things.. While queuing, i thought to myself,, shld i say "Lover meal" or "Lover set" .... ???? It seem strange to order it as meal so i decided to order it as ""Lover set".... ... ... ... .... ... ... ... When it reach my turn, i gave my friendly smile to the GUY in front of me smiling back to me in a friendly way also, waiting for my order. Fast and quick, i said, " CAN I HAVE A LOVER 'SEX' PLS, THKS U" den gibing back my friendly smile to him again... Only to realise when i saw the guy -.-'' face & my Dearie luffin loud, elbow keep hitting me and said, COMBO lar~~ not SEX lar.. gOsh~~~ tt moment. i HATE POP CORNS.... Wednesday, November 09, 2005
11/09/2005 11:38:00 PM Tired day. Been out the whole day. Will update more tml. On the another side.. I pray.. PRAY that person will call me tml.. den i will earn my easy money of 40 bucks on fri.. PRAY.. i will be 40 bucks richer~~ !!! I hate being 20~~ Just the overshot of that 1 year old.. it obstruct my path to 40 bucks richer.. Don care.. i die die say i 19... DON'T CARE~~~ i look 19 rite... hahahahaaha...  (( i know Beez gonna say me act cute again liao.. na li li poo poo~~~)) actually, testin out my mum new camera hp.. Samsung E530  Consider nt bad la.. for my mum standard to use it. Light in weight and cute. Getting more restless.. catch me up with more update.. *wink* Ciao Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Shouldn't
11/08/2005 12:05:00 PM I saw him today. Back to Singapore. Right at my void deck. I wonder why. He shldnt have appear again in front of me. I saw dullness in his eye. Not the shiny, meaningful, energetic eyes within him anymore. I tried to avoid him. Bt he saw me. I shldnt have stop. He shldnt have walked over. Conversation shldnt start. We were there pretending to be friendly, pretending nth had happened. But things happened in actual fact. We dragged for 5 years. Damn, you occupy my whole mind tonight so easily after so long i tried to have you disappear in my mind. I thanked you for the memories. I kept it properly in my heart, never it will be faded. I said before, you shld have just moved on. Stop saying abt chance. Stop sayin abt 'if'. I always believe in you. Your determination. Your confidence. I always admired cos i just lacked of those. Bt don waste them on me. Place it on more useful and worth it things. You'll never be forgetten cos you have alr engraved it in my heart when we becomes a past. Live happily. Friday, November 04, 2005
11/04/2005 11:38:00 PM Days have been usual. Thou its been really tiring wakin up early in the mornin for claz.. bt times with frends laughin all the way has been always the great part of the day. Im really a super spender bt 1 prob is, i don even know where my cash all gone to. Doh~~ My bro is tryin to intro guys to me, i wonder why. Mayb he's hinting me to intro girls to him in return... Im listing Friday as my most dreaded and hated schoolin day. The time sucks real big big time. I cant imagine we GUYZ waited 40min at Clementi today.. feeling HUNGRY~~ to take a free feeder bus to IMM for lunch. Thats wat free thing comes by and we had to learn by hard... TAN KU KU NiNi, Me, Beez @ IMM foodcourt (think Jo was busy tokin on fone)  they had a chao de cling onto my braclet...  NiNi start to play with these machines.. brings out fond memories of my pri when i used to play with it to get those shiny 7 dragon cards and also those HK or local drama artise cards.. think is 20cents per card tt time.. gOsh~~ those times... .... ....  Beez new stuff.. i called it "chao kaypoh"  black kitty VS chao kaypoh  I don care.. i still like my black kitty. I think is nice & cute. Did i post up this pic?? Took with Dage & Nini during holis when they acc me to IMM Daiso..  and i wonder have i post this foto out b4?? taken durin our GUYZ trip to the lantern festival. My fav foto.. BUT ya there's a B.U.T i have to warn u guys 1st.. im a considerate blogger ok... the following pix will be a little frightening.. it's NC16.... so plz, ppl under 16.. plz exit.. ya.. don try to be funny.. plz exit. if u r really under 16. thks and also.. ppl who are timid.. plz exit too.. and last 1... ppl who do too much nasty things and horrible acts... enter at your own riskz.... Ready guyz.... ready...?? sure?? okok.. counting dwn.... 5 4 3 2 1   The after-effect after watching this fotos, personally are not responsible of it. I WARN you guys beforehand. Take care. ciaO Thursday, November 03, 2005
11/03/2005 11:47:00 AM 1 of my relative died from kidney failure. He earn my atmost respect to him cos of his fighting spirit against the illness, challenging the GOD to fight against it. His strong belief in his religion make him strong to fight against it. These 2 days of attending his funeral, i know new things frm his wife and sons. R.I.P, Gu Zhang. |
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To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.
Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March.
I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special
cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven. mes amis
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