Thursday, September 08, 2005
9/08/2005 08:22:00 AM

ya, i done it again.. saw the wrong timetable slot. tout it was friday.. 8.30l ect.. bt its the freaking8am claz today somemore it a stupid lect i din even bothered to attend at all.. my next class is at 10am... urgghh.. waste my slpin time for nth... poooo poooo ....

yester nite was pretty bad for me.. had a chat with Juan, the bday gal yester. I send her bday msg.. only to realise she din recieve it at all !!! omgosh~~~ zhar bo write tt msg using all my heart and soul de ~~!! Nvm, when i ended the call with her ard 12-1am.. i type her a email instead cos at least i will have no retrain in my wordlength in sms.. but freaky is tat, when im done, i send to her email only to find all the things i type out.. GONE~~!! vanish liao lor.. fok, i type it again.. till 3am.. But nvm.. the chat with her, well actually not really much pleasant chat, for me thou.. I can pretty feel that she is piss off and angry of me.. well, i can say damn angry.. nth for me to say or to explain myself to her.. cos i know im sucks. totally scew being a frend, sista to her... yup, zhar bo tears again last nite.. not to wat she said to me. bt to my own realization how worse im these 2 years as a frend to my other frendz i have left out...

Im gib no excuses for myself to her.. cos i know im wrong.. terrible. BUT 1 THINGS IS TT I REALLY GOT SEND THE SMS TO YOU!!!! TRUST ME~~!!! Seriously thoughts, i duno wat the hell im.. Beside being blind in my lovey lovey these 2 years.. my utterly stupid char of mine.. urghh.. i used to think my lazyness nth much serious.. bt damn.. i think its getting bad to worse..

Don ever think of getting me out of my hs again after i cleanse my face, clip up my hair.. NO WAY~~ unless it my stomach protesting hard.. its just only able to make me walk a tiny weeny distance to my nearest koitiam to buy food.. As times goes, I bcome more indoor person "once broken consider sold" "Once home, consider vanish" Don even can get me out on sunday with friendz.. cos, my sunday, is greatly known as Mother's Day.. Don even think i will reply ya msg or take up ya call when im at hm.. unless im realliy in a mood.. bt the mood seldom comes out.. unless u r the person crying for help.. serious SOS.. i will.. cfm.. bt others.. nah.. im not realy taklative in fones.. active in fones.. tt's me..

I know my lazyness cant act as a excuse.. i not using it as a excuse... no worries.. bt sometimes, its hard to accomodate with frendz who r single.. cos mostly they all r SINGLE ! ! Between ppl with commitment, and ppl without commitment.. there's always somewhere n somehow, something will crash up.. im a person pretty suck up in dealing together with time and people always.. Darn.. omgOsh.. i just feel im sooo WORST and TERRIBLE.. urghhh...

Im not whining over here.. since my lovey world kinda gettin plain.. and dearie is kinda into d craze of goin zouk nowadays.. i think he have his own programme liao.. i think i shld have mine too.. bt frankly, the thoughts of myself goin out long again after my sch.. i pretty much urgh.. lazyy.. bt i will tryin having myself to fight all these again.. and again.. fight hard..
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To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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