Thursday, June 23, 2005
6/23/2005 11:44:00 PM

I felt the distance tt we are drifting apart. Those eye contact we usually have.. but now.. it seem so cold. Our two hands closely crossed together... there's no feelin in it.. how do i describe it.. i sense coldness, i sense distance, i sense tt everything have changed.. i hope im thinking too much again.. I really hope & pray.. Are all things happen just because it's a habit. On our way back hm.. we saw firework suddenly, up close to our view.. it's beautiful, it shld b d moment where our hands clasped together, lookin up the fireworks.. even quitely enjoyin it.. i will feel so fortunate.. but it just happen without anything.. he's not interested n we walked in our own ways, hands separated. It's not the same i know.. i cant always compare.. i know im gettin more paranoid on this.. but i cant help myself frm thinking.. i just don wish things turned out to b another way cos im really tryin hard...
I walked home alone to have a time to think. I tried my best to have all my thinking positive. I tried my best to control my emotion. I have been trying hard on everything.. im tired.. really.. i tried so hard to control myself ever since my dad left.. trying to control everything to look alrite on me.. for this moment i longed for a shoulder, a hug , a touch on my face.. i wanna drop everything dwn.. im tired. im sick of being the role of taking care of others, thinking for others.. It's impossible to have all these happen.. i know i m here kicking out all my fussy crazy emotion. Tt's all i can do.. kicking my fuss here.......
Citation du Jour
To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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