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A bloated dinner with dearie family at Turf City steamboat buffet.. A pre-Father's Day celebration dinner with dearie family.. Starting with a long waiting time to wait for his bro to fetch his parents.. Dearie siblings r all working society adults.. ard their early 30s.. all married with kids.. so hanging out with dearie family r sometimes kinda tough 4 me.. hard 2 find topics 2 chat.. thou nt e 1st time together wif them.. everytime meetin them.. sometimes do gib me cold feets.. even after 2+years... haha.. Anyway, Dearie family are all prawn monster.. tables are full of prawns shells.. 'hills' of it everywhere.. but i have to admit the prawns r fresh and dearie de Jie Fu r great in cookin prawns..

At 1 moment, when i saw dearie father is surrounded with his grandchildren.. i feel so envy.. tt moment, i think of my dad.. ever since i step into my sec life.. we stop celebrating father's day.. bt how i wish i can return him nw.. & hw i wish to c him surrounded with grandchildren just like wat i saw.. i imagine his smile.. he seldom smile.. the only smile frm him tt deeply engraved into my heart was the time b4 he can feel his death.. few wk b4, he's drunk back hm and keep sayin he wans to die faster.. i talk to him 1 to 1 at the living rm.. both of us cried.. he asked me:" Gal, Ni hen papa hor?" I reply no straight away.. he smiled.. smiled with tears.. tt smile.. straight went deep into my heart & mind.. nver wil i 4get.. he leave me wif tt smile & al my regrets 2 him..
so im at tere, sittin & lookin at dearie's dad position imaginin my father's image.. i almost wanted 2 cry.. bt i learn 2 control.. since his death i become more stronger to hold back my tears & swallow it.. i had 2 learn, my only weakness 2 strike my tears was my dad.. so i know whenever i go, do or see.. it will sometimes more or less remind me of him.. so i just cant cry in public just like this.. so i have to learn.. and i know i alr master it by divertin my attention fast..
Father's Day on Sunday... Sunday my bro bday... i plan to visit my dad.. den a little steamboat by my mum to celebrate bro bday.. just a simple 1.. still haben really decide wat to gib u cos almost all my slary had spent finish.. so mayb i'll b ya maid the whole day on sun.. not bad.. thinkin....
Sat, CW chalet.. still considering to go ant.. have to stay overnight.. but darn,. my unlucky day came.. totoally inconvenient for me.. bt.. urghh.. im still considering..

Im still wondering how tt person get my address!!!

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.

















































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