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Its a cruel long suffering 2 days for me. My mood was dropped to the lowest point. Things just wouldn't work out well for us this time..
Was crying the whole nite.. i couldn't close my eyes to slp.. its only at ard 5am, i kinda doze off but woke up ard 9am.. Feel terrible.. Dizzyness, vomit, headache all into me.. probably cried too much.. too weak.. just wouldn't force myself out frm my bed.. sms bee to delay the study time.. but frankly, i have no mood for anything. Force myself up ard 11am, start to prepare.. den had some conversation with him thru msn.. we had a really bad talks thru msn.. the result, he thinks tt i will be happier without him.. which is not true.. i cant imagine my life without him staying.. i just coundn't b tt happy..
I cant be alone, or else, i wil just break into pieces n pieces... sms-ed ZY to meet at CCK.. I know myself perfectly I cant b alone at hm.. those crying make my head more dizzy and i will start to think even more.. I have to find some1 beside me.. at least some1 beside me.. im able to control myself more.. able to force myself not to think of anything.
It end up, we din study at all.. print the Past yr papers, ZY & bee acc me to jp.. Thks bee & ZY for cheering me up & tryin real hard to coax me to eat something coz i have not eaten for the whole day n those vomitting n dizzyness, sorry to make u guys worry abt me.. n really sorry to cause u all unable to study.. sorrie~~
He called me, wanna met up. So we met up at JP.. He said sorry.. My heart just melt.. it just goes off to him so fast.. deep in me, i know how hard i wanted to solve everything so in future the problem just won't keep poppin out but the moment i c him, the sorry.. i just want him back to me.. once again lettin the probs hide in n unsolved.. I knoe its bad.. but to have him back to me in actual fact override the unsolved probs.. I realise.. how much I had fallen in love with him... .... .... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Especially grateful to my dearest sis.. juan...
thks for being there for me.. every words, everything u say or do touches me so much.. U make me realise im not alone at all.. I tout ppl duno the whole story just won understand.. bt just a word frm me.. u seem tt u understand me n seem so near to me.. im really so touched n amazed.. Words just cant describe how I feel to you.. but really, thks for being such a wonderful sis.. u have been supporting me all the way when im goin thru this. Without u.. i may have really been in pieces of me.. really.. i mean it.. thks.. *huggies*

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.

















































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