Tuesday, March 01, 2005
3/01/2005 11:54:00 PM

I have frendz callin me to ask me this question so often : "Why being with you, you seem alright, happy and playful gal ?? Surprise to c u in those mood.. "
That what | appear to my frends.. a happy carefree person. I don't look like a person who really think those things alot. I can 100% say.. none of my frendz actually know the deepest side of me or even my mum, my dearie.. Simply NO-ONE.
I don believe in the so-called Best-frendz, good-frendz type.. those are bullshit to me. I only believe in between frendz there's no best or good "level".. there's should be no difference in treating any of my frendz.. its just depend how well you get along with your frendz... even if its Hi-Bye type.. you can still treat as the same attitude you treat to frendz who are real close to you. Tts wat | always believe in.
Times when I c others can just pour out their sorrows, all their feeling so easily to their another half & even to frendz, I envy them lots. See people who can have another person who knows what he / she is really thinking... they are fortunate. Mayb |m born to be this, whenever | feel like pouring everything to some1, within 2 sentence, I withdrawn myself. To share happiness and laughter NOT sadness.. tts what | believe will follow with me for my rest of my life.
Some ppl may feel Im fake.. mayb they think my thoughts here are fake cos | appear too carefree & happy in front of them.. but who cares for their thoughts on me. I don't give a damn.. Im not here to convince you to believe me..
But for ppl who are giving me lotsa encouragement & concern.. even a simple word of Take Care or Don Gib Up.. I appreciate it deeply.. really... THANKS.

| live in 2 world.
A world of smiley-face me & A world of complicated me.
Citation du Jour
To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Princesse de licorne
Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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