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skip 8am pract class cos cant wake up on time, went for sch for just oli 1 hr claz. Nth special today. Just finish 1 of my IP page. Had an hour nap at evenin. tts all. Will end end. CiaO


hmm.. tout i will b better after d wkend rest.. but it seem like sch start on mon, im back to zombie mind again. Went to Science Centre for d orientation.. hmm.. not bad. Mrs Susan Chang (Volunteer Co-ordinator), she is a nice lady.. brought us to different exhibits to explain n we get d chance to play too.. very inerestin.. haf not been to SC since my pri sch days.. it change really alot.. but aniway, haf fun there.. so its worth goin.. We will go back for our volunteer service on next week tues n wed. Kinda excited for d day to cum.. but it also means tt we will b missin out lotsa classes..
Heard tt d gal frm 1B23 fall off d sch buildin yester was died. Kinda disturb by this news..police classified as an unnatural death. it seem so sad.. life r really so fragile.. regardless wat reason d gal fall or jump off d buildin, it must be a pain to her.. my condolence to her family.. PEAZCe




went for class as usual from 8-4.. been quite fun during last 3 class, din even know wat tcher was teachin abt. we just tok lotsa crap ard.. Took lotsa pic wif spec (sponser out by our most kind fren, Zhiyong). Well, something for sheels.. hope 2day u won b too upset.. remember u r part of us n we seriously treat u as our fren so we wanted you so much to move up to another stage wif us.. so any prob u had, feel free to approach us, k.. ur really a wonderful fren to b wif that i din wan to miss out~! trust me.
Talk alot wif jo n zhiyong abt relationship. Hmm.. there's really lotsa different ppl goin ard this earth. Well, mayb we will just let nature take its course.. eventually, true love will arrive n d right person will b there lovin you ba... right zhiyong? lolX..
Anyway, mit dear after sch, went to JP n plan to go Chinese Garden to watch d lantern fest.. but d entrance fee $9/person.. beri xpensive, so we din go in d end, but i regret it, cos jo send me lotsa beautiful pic she took wen she went.. beri nice~!! Ate d delicious chicken rice at basement n Anderson Ice cream.. yummy~! Dear n i had a great time there, we were so crazy tt we bite & pinch each other & i went berserk.. din care how others look at me.. lol.. but i had great fun wif him. i bought a OP bag at lot1 before i went hm. tml goin to Science Center for orientation for our CIP. Hope it wil b fun. I alr beri long neber go SC liao.. so quite excited abt it..keke.. Saw jeremy new hairstyle today, rox man..!! nice~! beri unique.. $200 hair leh.. wahaa.
End nw.. goin to watch my Initial D le.. CiaO


I dont tink i had told u guys that i went to lido wif my bf on fri to watch d NEW POLICE STORY by Jackie Chan... whaoo.. guys.. its great!! i rate it 9/10.. some stunts are kinda repeated frm d past show that Jackie Chan had done b4, so i deduct away 1pt. But it great movie overall.. d lead lady, Yang Chai Ni.. she's still as beautiful as she is.. there's laughter, sadness, n wonderful stunts.. so guys.. go catch this movie, i think is worth it..!
Been croppin myself at hm this wkend, firstly to do my IP project.. i kept recievin bee msg frm everywhere.. thru msn, sms n she even call my hs for d IP.. argh.. im so scare tt i din wan to ans her calls anymore~~~ Secondly to recoup my loss of slp.. i been died last wk.. i cant afford myself to look damn died again.. bside d stress bee giben me, i think im slightly better.. n too, thanks everyone concern this few days of my died face.. lolx..
there's a mooncake festival celebration under my block.. i sunddenly wonder..when is d mooncake festival huh??


"Understanding" are so profound. It tires ppl mentally n physcially so much till you will drop dwn eventually. You thought that you had understand that someone so much of wat they want but yet, d result becomes negative. Hurt, lost is wat d "present" you get in d end. You thought that you thinks for that someone everytimes yet they are not thinkin for you while in another side they thought you don't think much for them.. Is this call "lack of communication"? Everyone thought they had done so much for others.. but there's no end to it. Everyone in this world are selfish.. no1 is perfect, there's devil in every hearts'. Angel seldom appear.. they appear only wen fairy tales bcomes real. Life Simply Sucks.



oh oh oh... finally finish my ip assig... d first page.. haa.. bee is beginnin to nag me for d ip assig this few days.. *sweat* i hate naggin d most.. lol.. but w/o her nagging mayb i won b startin on my assig too.. so there's bad n gd to it. Got back my last paper, Maths.. i got 65/100. Well, i think is quite gd for me le ba thou i din really study well.. so total, i flunk 1 paper pass 3 papers.. hmm.. do i deserve a pat? haa..
Met cai juan after sch at clementi mac to pass her some things.. hmm.. she kinda grow fat le.. keke.. but still that wonderful..~! Chat for awhile, noe tat she too, bug by many hmwrks, projects n tests.. take really gd care of yaself.. if not, gal, im goin to get a guy for u to b taken care of~~!!!
After that, met mum for dinner at Lot 1.. she bought a anklet for herself, in d end me itchy also bougth 1 for myself.. $2 oli.. haa.. cheap stuff thingy..
I think sooner or later i will b fallin sick.. i jus don feel well in my body.. havin terrible headaches tis few days.. i wish i can find a day i can recoup d time tat i had lost for my slp. But with all those assig, projects etc... it simply sucks.. i cant rest.. 4 more wks to d exam.. damn.. im abt to drained out b4 exam reach.. argh.. where's my redbull~~!!??


have a wonderful dinner with my mum & dear.. we had home-made tom yam steamboat.. simply marvelous~!! well i think i will wonder off to slp nw cos been really lack of slp this few days.. i felt like a real zombie livin in my mind nw.. n as well i have to wake up early in d mornin tml thou my claz start at 12pm, have to do my IP assig n meet bee at sch to continue.. so guya.. im going to OINK~! CiaO!

hey guys.. yup, i finally get to change my blogg skin.. after so many complains of my another skin.. Well, i haf d hard time changin to wat i want.. d backgrd image i cant get wat i really wan so will use this to replace first while im still searchin for d 1 i really like. Hope this 1 is perfectly ok for u all!! Im startin to feel sick. My whole body is weak nw. Damn.. hate this. Update tml. Ciao.







ya.. my dad gone "crazy" again.. sucks man.. such a narrow minded man i ever seen.. this kind of father sucks to bottom.. i HATE u!!







huu huu.. its gotta b a long blog, comprise of yester my happenin day.. firstly, its for sheela..haa.. i think u will b honour to hear tat.. u r my first friend tat i had waited so long for meet up for sum1 at chinese garden to dover had taken such a long journey.. wahahah.. girl.. im handing over my throne of late princess title to u.. i lost totally.. kekeke..
i chosen to go for steamboat wif my classmates yester after our final paper.. ohh.. no regrets.. lotsa fun there.. my first time eatin kickin jumpin alive prawns.. nice~~!! my first time outin wif my whole clz.. (except for a few guys din went).. hmm.. my claz was FANTATIC.. WONDERFUL!! Every1 was so "on".. tat make a gd start for us to bond together more.. way to go!! waiting for another outin together next time!! mayb try malaysia.. i wanted to so much..haa.. get d hint my classmates... malaysia. truly~ asia~~!!! haa.. anyway.. to my claamates.. u all ROCKS!! thou din really do much crazy stuff.. but u all really ROCK!
Next kinda spoil my whole day mood was again my fokin father of mine.. damn.. he came hm drunk last nite.. went crazy again.. mum cant haf a gd slp.. hurts me.. i plea + shouted her to go to my room n rest instead of lettin my dad to insult her in front.. im sorry mum, din mean to shout at u, i don wan u to argue wif him.. all alone again.. i deal wif my dad.. i noe he need listenin ears.. so i just let him bangs all his insults n fokin words to me.. ya.. till late at 3+am.. yet i stil cant slp 1st.. had to c if he is really siao finish ant..so kinda goin to b 5am den i went to slp.. i was shagged now.. woke up not long ago.. waitin for dear to cum my hs after his final paper.. goin to c him perk me up.. chatted wif my pri clazmate Zulk jus nw in msn.. he had a small biz.. sellin flowers.. its nice n beautiful n most imtly, d price are damn cheap.. so guys.. go take a look at my link.. contact him if u wan.. cos d price r real cheap n flowers r nice.~~!! i will update tonite..
Ps: we took lotsa foto at d outing so if u wana take look pls visit thiswebsite . Its taken by 1 of my classmate who is a person tat beri interested in photography.. If u wana view his works or fotos.. go there ba.

ya.. i noe i haf been chantin abt my exams lately.. well, i gonna make this day my last day tokin abt my tests. Well, today paper can consider as quite easy.. but..ah hur.. provided gt study d past year paper... but sadly, i din..lol.. well, no luck. Oh ya.. thks all of ya wonderful lucks to me!!! I really appreciate it.. * huggiez* Anyway, im HAPPY today! Gotta mit my dear for dinner today.. Finally got d time to be alone just him n me after so many days.. It wonderfull !!
Well, bascially, we went to.. ya.. again.. "Let's Eat" rest. We just simply luves d food over there.. had a great time there.. every moment wif him. Hope dear, u njoy too..! Halfway met my mum too.. Watched CHARMED just now.. fannatatic~~ show! Anyway, im in dilemma now.. duno tml go for steamboat claz gatherin or to go out wif my friend as i promise 1st... damn.. food leh~~ cant resist.. haizz. still cant made up my mind yet.. hmm.. life full of blah blah things.. blah blah life im leadin now.. blah blah words im sayin now..
PS: watch d news, a guy died at MRT station today.. my condolence to d family.

Dear enjoyin.. his garlic prawn.. he ate lotsa garlic today..lol

A shot of myself..





just wake up frm my slp..still kinda sleepy.. guyz.. i think i will score beri badly frm my MST. Today paper worse ar.. wat kind of stupid WSOP paper.. waste my sleep revising yet no no use.. I left 2 quest worth 20 marks each blank leh.. multiple choice even more furni.. mostly i use my pen flip up n down c wat choice land to den i choose.. i haf no choice le!! .. im leavin it to my luck n fate le. *wish me luck guyz* i do need lotsa frm every1!! 2 papers down for me.. another 2 more paper.. im freakin out.. argh..
hmm... I got alot of msgs tat d doggie pics i post are so cute~~!! well, indeed cute huh... i wanted a dog simillar to tis type.. its kinda bulldog breed but im not really sure of d more specific breed is tat doggie.. i think its d english bulldog ba.. it doesnt look like french or america bulldog..
Anyway, wish me luck.. (i noe i haf been begginn naggin for lucks tis few days but im desperate for it!! haa.. c'om guys.. gib me sum!! )




hey guyz.. i beri tire leh.. i slept oli at ard 5.30am.. n was waken up by bee ard 8.45am.. in btween 7am i haf to gib dear morni call, n shun bian gib jeremy mornin call too.. argh.. shagged.. mitin sheels n zhiyong at 11am at sch to study.. anyway guyz.. yester paper sucks man.. doubt will pass.. i kinda leave lotsa blank.. hmm.. don wan to write liao... my mind now is blank... forgib me today..




damn.. fouk my father.. im freakin out nw.. im sori guys if u think im real rude here but here's d oli plc i can say it out loud..isn't? Tis my blogg rite? sori guys, just forgib me scribbling sum rubbish here.. u can chose nt to read it dwn.. i jus wan to let out my whole woes out or else i cant haf d mood to go fer my MST tml..
damn him.. fer no reason wen he reach hm, im d 1st to b pick to scold.. say i din help out at stall wen he is sick, sori lo, im hafin my exam tml... told him tat he speechless, say another things to piss me off, say i din care for him wen he sick. hey man, i din care fer u,, even thou no matter how i hate u, i always remind myself to b fair btween u n mum.. wen u sick, who is d 1 tat wake up in d middle of d nite forsakin d slp to help u massage ya cramp leg, take medicine fer u, massage ya back.. u say i din care fer u wen u sick.. man, i damn piss off.. we keep askin u go fer operation n c doc, u scolded us, nvm.. always push me to b middleman, u noe how hard to stand btween u n mum.. each year, i grow older i told myself nt to cry in front of u.. i wan to b strong in front of u.. i wan to let u noe tat i don scare of u bullyin mum.. u noe how hard to control my tears in front of u.. always haf to ren till i close my door n cry.. u lost ya respect frm ya son mayb u thinkin of losing more respect of ya daughter too! Every year duno u got plan first, like everytime my exam u must piss me off, create trouble fer me to bother..
i tink i felt much better.. sori guys if im borin u wif my family matter.. every family haf its stupid prob.. freaking things.. anyway.. all d best luck to every1 takin exams tml.. n me too.. pray fer me.. *crossin my finger*


i get to enter a site tat haf very nice desktop wallpaper Click here . I get stuck in there coz there's simply so many wallpaper tat I just loves it so much!! But provived u like simple, not complicated type of wallpaper.. go n take a look.. hope u like it. Just to share wif u some tat i like it..





hmm.. finally i can blog.. i change it to my Internet Explorer to Mozilla Firefox. Duno isit bcos e Internet Explorer su*ck..?!? Anyway, my head felt heavy, its sp|inn|ng ard.. so mayb i bLog tonite.. c ya guys


it seem like sumtin wrong wif my pc... i cant blogg in there but my bro pc can.. haiz.. anyway.. im goin out to study later with jo, sarah n sheels at bukit batok.. hope i can concentrate there.. *wink*
ciao.. update tonite!

Dear goin late for work..

Me n darling..

miss u dear!! i haf a great time wif ya

im so sorry i cant celebrate wif you today.. defintely will replace 1 for ya.. *huggie*

HAPPY 19thBIRTHDAY cai juan!!




din study today at all.. i noe im bad n naughty gal, bt i do flip thru my stuff, bt jus din haf d mood. Instead, me went to watch vcd.. Initial D.. nice~~~!!! d lead guy was so cute.. Watch till now.. damn.. naughty me. Im regretting as sky out of my window darken.. my time is runnin out.. i noe i shld b studyin but yet i din act at all.. im bad.. very bad.. my monday time just wasted.. Im left oli 6 days for me to study all my 4 modules which i don even understand n my notes r not even in complete set, damn.. im freakin out now.


just waken up by my bro.. he's goin to sim lim 2buy sumthing. Oh ya, tel u guys tat im goin 2haf internet connection in my PC by tml.. bro called up 2subscript yester.. we decided on d MaxOnline3000. Gona pay d first mth bill ($79.80) myself den we will 50/50 in e subsequent mth. Yester was alrite, went to lot1 wif mum n kor.. both of them argue wif each other since we step off d interchange.. tey were jus like 2 little kids.. gee.. bt our relationship wif mum was wonderful. i simply just luv it tis way.
Mum called her majong ka ki 2our hs. i "sponser" out my rm cos there's a aunty who is pregnat need air-con cos she's afraid of hot-hot. I was jus like a maid yester, haf 2ans their needs everytime. Haiz.
Slack d whole day yester. Keep havin d mindset that i will start studyin TML TML.. bt my TML will never cum.. i noe it myself. damn.. i just cant make myself 2study.. i gona fail my MST.
Talk 2dear after his work.. we have a wonderful chat.. i keep callin him shuang xia ba (double cheek) n he call me dua pui sia (big fat shit) lol.. so nt nice name for me.. bt we haf a gd laugh of it. i was lyin on bed wen we talk so i gt tire easily so dear wana me go slp so we hang up ard 12am++ but i woke up on 1.30++ den cant slp.. slack on my com.. watch sum vcd in my rm till 4++ wen i was feelin sleepy, my classmate Khye mum called. They went for nite riding, ask me wana go dwn 4chat.. bt i rejected, i was alr on my verge of closin my eyes.. gee. sori guys. Talkin abt tis classmate of mine, khye mum, he is kinda like a erm.. japan boy lo.. not on his look la bt d way he talks.. like very into japan stuff.. very polite leh.. keep su mi ma sei here n there even in sms or talking.. hmm.. make me duno hw to react. lol. anyway.. my guyz classmate overall was all wonderful n nice.. much more better den d another class .. thay su*ks..


call up chris yester nite to wish her happy birthday.. she's goin to korea for 1 week leh.. *envy* hope she enjoy herself!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ah jie



i cant believe it, its been 3 days oli n i start missin blogin.. haa. tink i goin to haf myself more devoted to blog le ba. Life as usual fer me. Stil su*ks. lol.
Heard d news of 2 death at MRT stations in just oli 1 day?? i was kinda distrupt by tis news. Its scary, dun u tink so. Life is so fragile. A swift moment mayb u r gone in tis wold.
Just flip thru my paper, saw my MST timetable, it like this:

Electronic Circuits 13/09/2004 (Mon)
WSOP 14/09/2004 (Tue)
Internet Prog 15/09/2004 (Wed)
Maths 16/09/2004 (Thu)

Did u c that.. all in a continous day.. shit man, i don tink i can make it. Stress is comin, my phobia to sch is comin.. don feel like attendin ani claz. All modules i dun even understand, i haf to restart learnin frm head.. such a rush. Gona use next wk exam break to do sum catchin up. Saw sum notes tat my classmates printed for us.. FREE. We din even gib them classfunds or they are not even d class rep watsoever. Tink they use their own money. So nice of them, thks guyz (Zhiyong & Ke fun) My "real" class rep did nth, no offence to him, i tink he kinda haf attitude.. d kind tat irritate me sumhow or wat. Being a claz rep which he volunteer himself wif no1 forcing him, din do his duty at all.. No responsibility. I agree he's smart but no responsibility really bring ones personailty dwn.
Next wk goin to haf 2 birthday gals comin.. d whole wk i m tinkin of wat to get fer them i stil cant get ani slight idea AT ALL!! One is comin tis sun n another one wil b tues. OMG. Goin broke tis mth. Goin to post their photos on their bday, send them wishing too.


frenDz at claz nw, me at Hm nW.. i wil b back, mayb tonite for my bloggin.. just no mood lately. Wait fer me~~~!! dOn leave me aside, will u guyZ? I neeD loTsa strength n enerGy frm ya!!

To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.

















































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